Monday, December 13, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
oh hey, look watching tvh atm, and some charity show is on atm. this sand art performance is on. its kinda interesting, should say unpredictable instead. For those who doesnt know what is sand art its something like this basically its just using sand.. to.... do ... art.. =D that explained alot aye i know, no need to thank me hehe
white fever: okay i gota admit, there were some alright looking girls in the club, i like some and i got some -cha ching to me - but apart from that... the other good looking ones are like... all over these seedy lanky white dudes.. like Oh EM geE!! no not the song but OMG becoz it was just horrible to even look at... they are everywhere. all the place we go to in the club, no EVERY CORNER
in the club we will see white fevers... dudE TT
tmr better be better as i will going to a all girls night (free entry for girls) club and it shall make things better ~~
-ps. ideas of these blog inspired by K.T.~
Thursday, December 2, 2010
its quite clear that im not a very nice person aye. i dont even know why im doing such things for a friend. i really treasured the time we spent together, it was very fun, i enjoyed every moment. i cant stop thinking about wat ive done. im not sure if its correct but im absolutely sure i did something wrong. friendship is somthing that u cant give it a try to see if ur capable of having. its not like cigerettes where u can try once then quit it for the rest of ur life. friendship is somthing that when its broken once, its gone; even if there will be a chance of friends to regain the trust, but a scar is already left there. the promise does not exist anymore, atleast not as strong.
ive been betrayed and i have also betrayed someone. either way it doesnt feel good at all. being hurt feels like u cant do anything about what has happen and hurting someone feels like your just one hell of a dick.
i have to say to you however: the nights we had cud be a play, but i do treasure the happy times we had together. you may now think that im a total jerk, but to me, your always that little girl that made me happy thruout my night times wen i cudnt sleep while thinking about my past. thank you very much. you gave me a very good time. i will never forget you nor our past. yes im not a sweet person, but atleast im trying my best to express my true feelings and i promise you, these stuff I just said is all from me. not from anyone else. sorry is all i can say now. i owe you too much i cud not explain.. sorry girl..
song of day: And - Anemone
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
so ive been to macau! the kindom of casino.NO i didnt see 2pm and shit.. they left before i stepped into their hotel TT. i swear my sistah was gonna get me tix for their MAMA concert.. but NO, sis didnt tell me that shes getting it until the live show actually airing ==' fck... but apart from that... its my first time being in a casino. it srsly aint that bad. everything look soo pro. the dealers are like WOAHHHH professional much? and i swear they dont smile ==. everythings soo serious... anyways.. had 5 meals yesterday and 4 meals today. i think i really am getting fat like a .. little fat bitch..
im back in guang zhou today. my days seems fcking long ass now.. waking up at 9ish 10 sleeping at 3,4 am... days seems a lot longer. i wanna go back to aussie lah. but again i havent done enuff shopping. so far i only spend 300 hk on this jacket, not becoz i like it, becoz its fcking damn cold ==' dont know why this time im back im actualyl spending a lot less.. i rmr last time i came back i spent like 1 grand on the first day...maybe ill start shopping tmr as im going closer to the city into shopping malls.. hehehe... *must rmr to conserve money* NOT =P
so... wat i have to say is that. im trying, i know i will achieve what i want.. i will not leave u hanging!!! meow~
Friday, November 26, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
so much has happend this past week, one week that i actually remembered what happend every single day. all were pretty hard to go through. many status changes, many ups but mostly downs. people that i still have to thank, people who i still could not forget and people who i cudnt decide to consider friends or not. but this shall all end once and for all. too much for me to think lately, was even at a stage where i was digesting somthing but having extra shit stuffed down my system for me to collapse.
time please come by faster, i want to escape!! give me a break~
tired now, very tired of this situation. i spent a countless amount of time reflecting what has happend. i have solutions that will solve the problem but go against my will, and solutions that will also solve the problem but hurt myself more.
*loading* yes i got it ^^
Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
find a gf
save up $3000 for hk
learn Richard Clayderman's ballade pour adeline
learn Richard Clayderman Voyage a Venice
Sunday, October 24, 2010
'nelson hung wants to be a girl' is my latest fb status
so i only have 2 more exams to do and ill be like off the hook again. 3 months away from the biggest island on earth. srsly dont wanna be back here, excluding my friends, i srsly wudnt choose to live here anymore. too much bad news. rather stay with lil old daddy. this place is soo boring.
bachelar of Arts in UQ or GU next year.. hah, havent even thought about majoring in what. of cause im not the studying type so im not seeing myself doing law, or pharm or w/e hardcore subjects.. might just stick with german, ofcoz... and japanese? srsly the reason why i want to learn jap is
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
*sex is like an instrument to me, i practice it everyday and i like the sounds produced by it.
*sex is meant to be sacred each time, but i just want to get my dick wet 90% of the time
*sex isnt just a game, its a drug. at first, its really hard to get into but once u get use to it, u cant stop.
*before my first time, my friends would always talk about getting just getting pussy, i always thought it was really rude.. but once i did it, it's just like an addiction, i just want more and more.
*sex is not a term im very familiar with until grade 9, before that, i thought that couples will get granted a baby by jesus straight after marrage. lolz
*i still dont understand why guys like to lick fuck touch pussy, for me.. it's really all about that boobs, i seem to have more fun with boobs then pussy.
*i really hate those ppl who claims that they cant have sex until getting married. coz i know alot who says that and already had sex.
*the advice i'd give to people that haven't had sex is to make sure it's with someone you love and care about, becuase the first time is really something special and shouldn't be wasted on someone random.
*sex is really important in everyone's life i guess, if not relating sexually, for ppl who loves kids wud consider it like everyday i rkn. its also another way to keep urself fit.
*sometimes i will think that girls are much smarter than guys in regards to sex becoz of ur fast twitch thinking systems haha, but i shall explore the truth myself :)
Friday, October 1, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Gazette, finally produce somthing worth my time to download and enjoy since their single 'Distress and Coma'. Haha, funny, their songs called RED but im writing in blue.. a pretty big contrast. but dw, the love for them shall continue from this point onwards :)
Reita's (bass)hair is so much cooler. The fact that he has a nose band is hot enuff but DUDE, now hes also got a head band.. woahh ^^ its not longer blonde blonde, but it really suits him i gess. this guy gives me a misterious feeling. i really wonder wats hiding behind that band..
then we have our drummer, kai. he is actually becoming alot more attractive. despite that his drum skill is very awesome, he seems to be more appealing than wat he was in the past. his hair also changed alot. at a point, he had alota extentions but now, simply natural but carries a sense of ohrah with him xP
up next is Mr Uruha, dude, i honestly dont no how to pronounce his name, OO-ROO-Ha? haha but anyyways hes very awesome, his hair changes all the time. in 'Shivers' his hair was ultra long and was all pushed to the front giving a megawavy look, however in this one, it looks more straight and clean. reminds me of that red hair guy from final fantasy but dont no his name =P. i ike his jacket too.. omfg.. i wanna go japan!!!
totally cant miss Aoi, his guitar skill is wow.. facinating. this shall make him one of my fave guitarist. before, i didnt know why he has like a 2in1 guitar but now.. i still dont no wats its called but i know why he has it :P he is less attractive than the other few but i wudnt mind him to be my big brother :)
lucky last, we have vocalist RUKI! he is BLONDE AGAIN!!! he suits blonde more i rkn, this clean straight spikey hair was wat he had back in the past wen hes younger. hes voice is very unique. it is so strong! power! dynamic! have i told u that his tatoo is also amazing.. its located below his chin and along his neck just like nails thursting thru his skin~ wow.. SEXY!
overall, gazette had made me happy with this album thats why i decided to dedicate a whole blog for them =] NOT.. :P well now some of my own shit~
listening exam for german in 2 weeks exactly. bday comes in 1 week exactly. reiji is 1 day after my bday should i go? i shall decide later. however there is a higher chance of me going to the halloween KK cosh those kients want me to go dance with them. and YES just dancing :P not thinking about getting girls at this moment :P
mum decided to put a bed in this computer room for brother, so therefore i cant stay up late anymore skyping with friends. fml~ well i kinda didnt care last night and got lil bro pissed.. oh wellz.. =D ill try aviod it, if i cant.. too bad!!
parties are coming up, i shall get wasted even provided i have exams coming up. oh wellz fck it :P worry about it later. but one enemy still currently infront of me everynight. 'inosmnia' its soo effed? like srsly.. let me sleep ==' i just seem to thinkn of shit every night wen i get off the comp and jump on bed. i hear the highway, cars speeding; the wind clashing in and hitting my window; homestays from next door walking around going to toilet; that tempt which wants me to check my phone once in a while.. hah.. i wan it to stop.. some say to use pills.. but i dont do drugs == dont wanna get addicted... maybe i need a old method of tlking on the phone and get tired from that.
kkk... no more. im done for today =D
Song of the Day: Gazette - Red
Monday, September 6, 2010
*i hate it wen the tv doesnt work
*i hate it wen salinas playing dumb
*or actually am dumb
*i hate it wen my printer goes outa ink
*cosh i gota refill it
*and refilling it takes shitloads of time..
*i gota open the printer cover
*then the protective screen
*then i have to wait for the ink to slowly move out
*then i gota unlock the safety belt
*then get the black in out
*and i gota make sure itsn ot hte colour one
*i gota walk to the draw
*and get a new one out
*and i gota make sure ive got a black ink instead of colour ink out
*then i gota open
*and opening it is soo hard
*that i have to find a pair of scissors
*to cut thru it
*then get a big enuff hole
*to slide the ink out
*THEN i gota use incredible hulk stregth to open the cap of the ink
*then have to aim it in the printer properlly
*then put it in and make sure that it doesnt get mixed with the colour ink
*lock it up
*put the safetly belt back on
*then the screen
*then the printer cover
*then i gota press
*the okay button
*to say that ive change ink
*but it will ask me ifi have changed the black
*or colour ink
*i gota press no for colour
*and yes for black
*if i mix it up it iwll just wont work?
*and just keep the data it orginallly have
*SO after i click the right one
*i gota wait for it to load 5 minutes THEN i can print again.
Friday, September 3, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Anihuz, i dont wanna startt my assessment.... its due friday.. FCK uni.... exams are coming soon aswellll.... *BRAIN DEAD*
Shall start learning SID's Rain cosh i have so much time i spend doing jackall.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
fun night with my boiz~
thanks kevin for shouting me dinner the first time
come back soon mum, get me some clothes from hk
hello anthony, see u tonight at the party ;)
when will x Japan release their rest of the remainding live?
will johnny wang be able to get enuff ppl to go have a dance jam tmr?
how many sleeps will i have tonight?
skiped uni again on a friday for the 3rd week in a row, shall better get back to it and start my essay..
we have to learn to luv ur haters becoz that'll piss them off more :P
after seeing u ppl today, i wanna have gf :L
sometimes i didnt realise holding ur piss in was soo painful :(
oi jing, its okay, girls are just girls, they come and go.
"if you want me to treat you nice, atleast show me if ur worth it or not"
lucifer by shinee, good song :) -learning dance cover- =]
its raining last night and i had a dream, it was about hailing :O
sorry hayden for nearly killing u last night while waving at u in the car >__< damn it was close, that car just stopped right infront of u leaving like a 30cm gap between u and the other car..
cant wait for sid/sadie's new single! September <3
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
y'know i really enjoyed the past two nights.. that feeling feels like the ones we had since last year.. me being a stupid clown on the street and ur the only audience who wud watch and laugh at my random jokes..
i wish this vid happens to me also.. let me wake up..
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
it actually concerns me when this comes to a matter of disturbance and irratation. how about dig a hole and bury urself in it? things that hasnt revealed to me directly has already indirectly left a big scar right on my forehead. stop trying to or being so naive and make a change to ur life. many things that has changed, you should change too. 討厭的傢伙。我要你死無葬身之地！heh... this feels good.. i will so make my life better without this egotistical character out of my story.
i tried controling this feeling for months now. it sure doesnt stop here. it has to be set free. this is just rediculous. memories does not equal to future. and ur future however does get reflected from ur past. for someone(s), make up ur fcking mind. i could not stand this one more single day + 1 anymore. this feeling can distinguish right now.
土.土.土 these graves are the meant for you people. make urself feel comfortable.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Monday, August 2, 2010
01. 5 facts about your bestfriend
02. A picture of you and your bestfriend
03. Write a list of things you and your bestfriend like to do together
04. Write a letter to your bestfriend
05. When and how did you and your bestfriend meet?
06. How often are you and your bestfriend together?
07. Favorite thing to do together
08. When was the last time you and your bestfriend hung out?
09. Does your bestfriend live close to you or far away?
10. Do you and your bestfriend have an abbriviation for your friendship(like, Bff, Bffl, exc)?
Person 1: Alex Ho Hoi Yeung
Fact 1: he just got his P's
Fact 2: works at a bucher shop
Fact 3: he hates his family and wanna move out
Fact 4: he wud like his partner to yell "Ah, LEXY" while having sex
Fact 5: hes gay wenever hes single
Thats the best i cud find =='
We like to do:
-talk about girls
-discuss our future
-bs on msn when we're bored
-make UHHHH sounds whenever we feel like it.
-swear at each other like how we normally communcate.
Skipping 4&7&8's for all my friends.
Met this cunt in grade 2, my neibour class.
Twice a week
He lives piss far from me now cosh hes a pussy.
A.N. asshole :)
yes, im bored.. just like you.. in uni i took random photos :)
ment to concentrate at the projector :) not the bra strap of this random classmate :) :)
Song of the Month: Kana Nishino - If
Friday, July 30, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
*im turning 18 soon
*mums bday's tmr
*i like the song ‘if' by kana nishino
*i dont have a nick name, apart from nel nel
*i make my own breakfast and supper， salami sandwich
*i pick the best looking girls to check out
*i have 1 sistah
*and my brother is fat
*i make impossible to maybe
*i had once a girl mad me stars but ending up breaking her heart on valentines day
*i used to love nokia phones
*i still have gatsby to sell
*i like watching video tapes than dvdd becoz they are more easy to handle
*my car's a jazz, its black
*mums from hk, dads from china
*i dont really believe in anything
*i choose to watch kamen rider even tho its a kids thing
*poke a mon was my fav show on cheeze tv
*i really dont like making friends with black people
*im a emo
*i think i cant blow a big balloon even with 3 big puff
*ive never smoked
*i can make a doggy face with my hands
*even tho im eating apple
*im also drinking apple juice tea
*im aiming for 170 before i stop growing
*if i say smile, she will always do.
*i have 6 speakers connected to my computer
*im gonna copy and paste all these on my blog
*my formal happend last year, i was the highlight with phillip kang cosh we danced on the stage and got everyone pumping
*i dont no much aus/ american celebrities
*my auntie just gave up on the bicycle machine thingo after 10 minutes even wen she set her goal for 15minutes
*i always wonder how can birds fly but they cant fly backwards
*i had once mixed up my uncle as my dad and sat on his lap wen i was 5
*but i get happy when im around my friends
*when teahcers think theyre topshit, it pisses me off
*i wagged and felt really bad but still.
*got home and ate cookies ._.
*i just finished maths hwk
*and obviously havent been bothered to shower
*i love the colour pink
*i like to steal peoples pens cause i write better like that *<>
*i like.. love baskteball too ._.
*my phone is like.. air.
*to me >_>
*i think i look more mature with my hair tied up ._.
*cause they remind me of my uncle :]
*and i grew up with my other uncles lame magic
*my familys fcked up
*oh. i get majorly pissed off at the smallest things
*but then i get over them pretty quickly, in my opinion :]
*and music :D
*i hate violin. obviously.
*i will literally suicide if i dont pass my next amus exam
*i know some backstabbers..
*cept they act all nice to my faceee
*and it pisses me off.
*but i gota live with it