Monday, August 30, 2010


its better not to say to much, sometimes it backfires right atchu

writing as im going so dont bother correcting me, ull go for ages. at tops, you look like someone i know. good looking ^^ i do actualyl cherish those moments but then again ive told you i rather not meeting you from the start. atleast it will give u less trouble. i intend to make a good friend, but end up falling in a dark room with no way out. by critiquing my actions, i can prove to myself that i am a fool. one fool that will give up alot for someone like you. a naive kid. wat do u have that others dont? i dont no.. its all past. i dont care way happens in the future, im down for w/e. rmr sitting next to you at the busstop, asking you wtf is going on. i really rmr that day. it is very windy. u stayed silent. until now ur still silent. i will expect ionno, idm and idc. i wud wan to make a change, but ur not giving me the chance to. this feeling of wanting to get hurt even more makes me high.. heh.. i wonder how much time will i sustain this. i dont no my feelings for u, its on and off. i dont want a true feeling anymore. i rather it stay like this as it will not affect neither of us. im being annoying i understand. it shall fade. i want it to fade as fast as the passing of this 18 years. i want to develop my own way of communication with the forest. listen to insects, listen to the trees, listen to this powerful environment; by myself. i wud want to dig a hole in between this two palm trees and bury myself in it to give me time to think about my future. kid, u make me happy, you make me feel guilty, u make me feel dumb, u had made me feel differently everyday. right now i feel pale. actually i wud also want to make u feel happy, but i know ive already achieved that ages ago. but i wud also wan to piss u off by saying 'give me my kfc now' >=) and ull go fck yu.. hah.. i like it wen u smile. i like it wen u get angry at me.. cosh u never do.. right now ill say to you: fuck you too!

song of the day: Yoona - Innisfree Day

Sunday, August 29, 2010


these bunch of kients.. hahaha luv them aye xD one of my fav song back in school days! might aswell lemmi do it withchu guys next time, im bored shitless aswell.

Anihuz, i dont wanna startt my assessment.... its due friday.. FCK uni.... exams are coming soon aswellll.... *BRAIN DEAD*

What to not do when you get dc out of msn:
1. do not rage
2. do not break anything near you
3. do not swear
4. do not tell me how piss you are because im as pissed cause i cudnt fcking talk you
5. do not try fixing it becoz it normally wont work
What to do when you get dc out of msn:
1. remain calmed
2. you can txt/call me instead
3. go listen to SNSD on your ipod
4. have an apple
5. think about sleeping earlier since ur nets fcked
6. go to the kitchen and make some bubble tea
7. just leave your comp, it shall eventually go fine after a while~

 Shall start learning SID's Rain cosh i have so much time i spend doing jackall.

Song of the Day: Shinee - Lucifer, she loves this song ~

Thursday, August 26, 2010

-random shit-

a cunt night with my boiz at ants house. fcuking bored cuntssssss.....

^^ happy for one day!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

-when facing death-

Black Butler II takes on a gothic, supernatural vibe. But rather than carry it out with vampires or the like, this anime uses butlers and creepy boys.
Alois, one of the focal characters in this episode of the anime, acts like a brat, and a viewer might wish she could call him just that. He does small attempts to infuriate Claude like unbuttoning a shirt so that Claude must do it again, but he also commits acts of greater cruelty. He purposely tricks a maid into looking straight at him, just so he can punish her by jabbing out her eye with his own finger.

When the guests arrive, Alois uses emotive tricks to make them feel sorry for him. These same affectations are attempted on the viewer, but not only are most emotional scenes entirely overwrought (Alois screaming "Nooooo!" in a flashback), the viewer can't help but remember Alois's disgustingly cruel act. If viewers are supposed to feel sorry for him, it's not working.

Claude has an exceptional lack of personality. Stoicism seems to be the only trait the anime creators gave the new butler, and while this might be meant to make him mysterious and appealing to the fan girls, it really just makes Claude boring.
The rest of the Black Butler II cast is also dull, or just annoying. The priest and Alois's "uncle" make no impression on the viewer, and the viscount is sickeningly flamboyant. They serve to purpose in the anime's plot aside from getting Claude to show off his magical butler powers, which certainly could have been done without them.

Black Butler II doesn't become exciting until the second half, when original anime's butler, Sebastian, makes an appearance. There is something he wants from the Trancy basement, and a fight ensues between him and Claude when his identity is discovered. This was surprising, as the opening sequence makes it appear as though Claude and Alois take center stage in this anime. Time will tell how Sebastian and Ciel play into Black Butler II.
(obtain from

A souless body does not redeem itself..

I wonder what is it like to die? Looking in darkness with fear shall get me no where; yet sorrow settles in as death slowly arrives. Does heaven and hell exist? Will I be dragged down to hell regards the misfortunes I've practiced throught life.

Song: Black Butler- Kalafina

Friday, August 20, 2010

-redeem myself-

just wished the vid can be edited.. movie maker failed to run on vista
fun night with my boiz~
thanks kevin for shouting me dinner the first time
come back soon mum,  get me some clothes from hk
hello anthony, see u tonight at the party ;)
when will x Japan release their rest of the remainding live?
will johnny wang be able to get enuff ppl to go have a dance jam tmr?
how many sleeps will i have tonight?
skiped uni again on a friday for the 3rd week in a row, shall better get back to it and start my essay..
we have to learn to luv ur haters becoz that'll piss them off more :P
after seeing u ppl today, i wanna have gf :L
sometimes i didnt realise holding ur piss in was soo painful :(
oi jing, its okay, girls are just girls, they come and go.
"if you want me to treat you nice, atleast show me if ur worth it or not"
lucifer by shinee, good song :) -learning dance cover- =]
its raining last night and i had a dream, it was about hailing :O
sorry hayden for nearly killing u last night while waving at u in the car >__< damn it was close, that car just stopped right infront of u leaving like a 30cm gap between u and the other car..
cant wait for sid/sadie's new single! September <3

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

-boring tuesday-

so tan wasted his cone so we took a foto of it.

i realised i didnt have uni today after waking up and was about to walk into my shower. i went yumcha instead. this lil guy. my good friend. hes 4, name is BOWEN or something well its prounounce as that anyway.

also, planned something for my 18. heh..

Sunday, August 15, 2010

X JAPAN @World Tour in YOKOHAMA,8/14/10

Jade (Intro)
Forever Love

Endless Rain

Unfinished / X (with Taiji)

Born to be Free

Say Anything

Rusty Nail / Sugizo + Pata solo!

Tears (closing)

(i do not own this, all for entertainment reasons)

-chaos back to tasteless-

how weird.. when i woke up, i felt this tingling feeling. im not very good at expressing myself. i had an clueless introduction, furious body and a miserable conclusion. i couldnt turn back at the time, i didnt look clearly. my mistakes again, my ignorance, all backfired on me with a whole heap of regret and shame. im struggling as i was hiding under my blankets, scared of facing the truth again. it stings even thinking about it. i could not resist this pain. this 'confused' feeling i got is actually what i have to cope with. why can i make my life easier for myself. this is getting no where. why struggle to walk this 悲伤路. apart from sorry, i dont know what to say.

y'know i really enjoyed the past two nights.. that feeling feels like the ones we had since last year.. me being a stupid clown on the street and ur the only audience who wud watch and laugh at my random jokes..

i wish this vid happens to me also.. let me wake up..

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

-sky is falling--

Delore - Reborn
ive actually never heard this band before, but they seem to be nice guys :)

anyways, hello. FEEL LIKE USING RED TODAY. i wanna you to really see whats infront of you.. all of you actually.. the things you are missing out. the ones that love u and the ones that will not give u good future. for those who are living a blindly life, open ur eyes. please dont rkn im just gonna be a puppet and let u yell at me wenever u feel like, im here to tell u kunts that its fcking enuff. who the ffck do u think you are to yell at me like this? dont see me doing it to u wen ur the actual one who started it. try to fcking take a joke for once, and learn from me; to chill down. plus its not even a right place for u tonight to yell shit to us like this, its a fcking event and u ruined it for everbody. 

i honestly dont no why the hell u will just target at me, maybe cosh i bearly 'yell' back at u wen u give me the shit that i cant take. but from now on, ill just ignore u man, srsly if u didnt do wat u did today, ill still erase the stuff uve said to me from the past, but as for now, ill rmr every single word that comes out from ur mouth which contains language that u used against to be pay me out and shuve it all back at ur face. ur not much better dude, i treat as u best mate and u end up giving me this shit? fck off.

 i wish things were just like the past..

Monday, August 9, 2010



Friday, August 6, 2010


i had really made a big fool of myself. i see this world more clearer. it seems dark and dull.. (CAUSEITSFUCKING12INTHEMORNINGUFUCK) no... everything is soo crucial. anger. revenges, jealousy, obsession, grave is the final destination. things that have been around me for almost a quater of my life has slowly revealed its true identity. it discusses me. I would like to get rid of this thing from my life as soon as possible. this leech, shall leave this world and make a better use of itself.

it actually concerns me when this comes to a matter of disturbance and irratation. how about dig a hole and bury urself in it? things that hasnt revealed to me directly has already indirectly left a big scar right on my forehead. stop trying to or being so naive and make a change to ur life. many things that has changed, you should change too. 討厭的傢伙。我要你死無葬身之地!heh... this feels good.. i will so make my life better without this egotistical character out of my story.

i tried controling this feeling for months now. it sure doesnt stop here. it has to be set free. this is just rediculous. memories does not equal to future. and ur future however does get reflected from ur past. for someone(s), make up ur fcking mind. i could not stand this one more single day + 1 anymore. this feeling can distinguish right now.

土.土.土 these graves are the meant for you people. make urself feel comfortable.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

-gloomy nights-

its actually a 
scary night..

金天是她的生日。 但他却不经张,而我比她还要激动。 好笑吗? 我可能有点儿夸张, 但并不是我在证明什么。 作为一个朋友, 我开心是当然的, 作为一个傻瓜, 我只是想你开心。 我不会理会到你对我的feel是什么。 我刚才说的都是废话。 哈哈~无聊,doesnt make sense to me.....


Monday, August 2, 2010

-these questions arnt from my mind-

10 day bestfriend challenge ;
01. 5 facts about your bestfriend
02. A picture of you and your bestfriend
03. Write a list of things you and your bestfriend like to do together
04. Write a letter to your bestfriend
05. When and how did you and your bestfriend meet?
06. How often are you and your bestfriend together?
07. Favorite thing to do together
08. When was the last time you and your bestfriend hung out?
09. Does your bestfriend live close to you or far away?
10. Do you and your bestfriend have an abbriviation for your friendship(like, Bff, Bffl, exc)?

Person 1: Alex Ho Hoi Yeung
Fact 1: he just got his P's
Fact 2: works at a bucher shop 
Fact 3: he hates his family and wanna move out
Fact 4: he wud like his partner to yell "Ah, LEXY" while having sex
Fact 5: hes gay wenever hes single
Thats the best i cud find =='

We like to do:
-maximum tune
-talk about girls
-discuss our future
-bs on msn when we're bored
-make UHHHH sounds whenever we feel like it.
-swear at each other like how we normally communcate.

Skipping 4&7&8's for all my friends.
Met this cunt in grade 2, my neibour class.

Twice a week

He lives piss far from me now cosh hes a pussy.

A.N. asshole :)

yes, im bored.. just like you.. in uni i took random photos :)
ment to concentrate at the projector :) not the bra strap of this random classmate :) :)

and i was gonna make a finger shuffle video but my movie maker effed up so .. yeh.. heres the original copy...
interesting aye :)

Song of the Month: Kana Nishino - If