Friday, November 27, 2009


SADIE's mini single gain is effink out on the 12.30 as shown in the pic!
maddest hair
coolest rock
sexy outfit
great tune
maximal relief

SOng of the Day: Gain (Preview ver.)

Nelson's Update:
-got H1N1 vaccine
-dancing with younique
-listen to GAIN
-destroy my fears and slayer my anger! 


 Yeh this is just some of my beloving korean bands xD

Super Junior (M)
Both SJ and SJ-M is one of my fav band cosh they gave me a great sorry sorry dance :L at first i rkn they are all eww and not good, but after u listen to them , its actually not that bad and ull just get sucked into their music melodies~ EVEN though i dont no any of their names off by heart, i kinda like that guy with the really high pitch girly voice. umm those who love em wud prob no who im tlking bout. OH ALSO SJ-M's MANDERINE IS EFFINK BETTER THAN MINE ==" they have like good pronounciation and they can rap in chink ==" wtf... soo jealous...
Fav Song: Sorry Sorry, Super Girl


The girl band thats always on the top of my chart/head :) i dont even have to look or search em up i can just rmr how they look/ dance like/ and ETC :) of cause i love yoona the most, then it comes to yuri, taeyeon then prob jessica and seohyun then then tiff n sunny then the rest xP PS. i died my hair red for yoona!!!! hehe. OH I ALSO LEARNT THE GEE DANCE!!! after like ... 6month? :L i finally learnt it and have been showing it to all my friends. should even make a vid soon xD anyways, they are just.. too amazing, they are the ones that first got me into korean pop music and if i ever have a chance to go kor, ill see them first.
Fav Song: Gee, Genie

Big Bang
First kor mv i watch is by big bang, they kinda inspired me alot too~ they are cool, the way they dress gave me a big imagination in matching clothes. G dragon is fking awesome, i can never get over his sexy dancing and sexy style, then we have TOP and TaeYang- they both have different style, onces cool and silent and other one is hot and energetic. very good songs they produced. however, i dont no the other two member that well but they i no that they have good voice as they are great in all their videos.
Fav Song: Haru Haru, Gara Gara GO

FT Island
My one and only korean rock band that i like so far :)even though one of their member is replaced but they are still good because HONGKI IS in the band!! hongki has a very good voice. i really wanna be like him or even better :L i wish.. ive actually heard of their song ages ago, but never recgnized how good it was until the start of the year. haha its kinda weird but in the same time, i didnt regret noing them this late because their songs are even better :) they can even sing japanese song and fk its good ==" i really wanted to cry at one point wen i was listening to their song.. and they made me learn the first korean song :)
Fav song: I Hope, Raining

i fink i wrote a whole blog about them :) they are awesome ^^ jaebum better be back. srsly, its not 2pm without him, thats why their single is 1.59pm cosh they are missing somthing. i also realize they have all fking huge mussillz, have u seen their new cF? its fking hot haha. search it up on youtube ;) again, i dont no much names but teacyeon is good :) hez oright hot.for a guy. the next part is by my brother: JAEBEOM IS THE SXC >8D
Fav Song: Again and Again, Tired of Waiting

After School
they are hot. thats all :P nah jks. they mv is really good --' i effink like them soo much. but i dont like one thing about them, they have eff loads of new members all the time and i just heard their new single they have this new one making their total member of 7 ppl. even tho, i FKING LOVE THEIR NEW SONG :) hehe. damn they should change their name from afterskool to hotschool :)
Fav Song: Ah, Diva

this skaky ass girls are the sht xD all their performances presents good ass shaking and they are cute~ i forgot her name but that girl with the long long curly hair on the right, i wan a gf like her :)They are good, and their song are repetitive which makes it easier for me to learn it fast hehe. they must have done it for me (H)
Fav Song: Mister, Wanna

ive ben working alot lately. mums shop is opening. i wan someone to be here and just listen to my bullyshit!!!! ==' im soo stressed

Song of the Day: Queen Maya - Rainy Rose and X Japan - Endless Rain

Nelson's Update:
-tlking to her
-watching tvb
-holding my piss in
-writing my name on a white sheet of paper

i just wanna live a happy life.. i dont wan no fame, no destiny, no wealth, no love. just a simple life with nothing to worry about. thanks joanne. 
*mummy and sistah was fighting agian..
*and i just raged and sister...
*for yelling at mum..
*i didnt no wat to do
*but just yell shit at her for being disrepectful and stuff..
*then later on
*mum told me to deliver stuff to inala
*my iphone was outa batery
*and i kinda lost my route
*and was fkkinig stressing..
*and raged at chris who was actually kind enuff to follow me..
*i was really.. blinded ...

*under pressure and stress..
*it must be killing u >.< but think of it as training u up
*try taking the stress slowly
*allow urself to rage and stuff.. but slowly restain urself
*it doesnt take a day to learn how to change behaviours~ so yeh. dont beat urself up

*the next time u rage.. try thinking about their point of view. maybe siding with them is a better way to start say wat u wana say
*sounds easier than done i know.. >.<" 

*tell urself that if ur calm, then the pplz around u will be calm
*just tryy ..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


this is wat i got :) and im proud of it.

suk on that bitches buhahahahahahahhahaha

and i also got this awesome app


yeh, working tomolo and i cant wait till mummy's shop actually opens, cosh tell u this, IVE NEVER WORKED BEFORE!! JEALOUS :)

well i dont no.. if u say selling gatsby is a job then.. its my second job.. lalala.. w.e xD

by J.T. xD

*once upon a time.. there was a handsome prince named Prince Nelgatsby. he was sooo cool that everyone loved him! but there was a girl named jae.tii, who'd admired him the most! oh she thought he was the bestest person on earth! she loved everything about him! starting from his hair down to his toes x) never mind about the middle area :P but yes, she wud do anything for Prince Nelgatsby.
*so one day, she sold 100000000000000000000 gatsbys and nelgatsby thought she was awesome too! so they lived happily ever after. but nel was still better than jae.tii.

copyrighted 2009  

ps. for those who dont no her this is her!! OH OH AND SHES SINGLE GUYS.. or girls ;)

Song of the Day: Afterschool -  Dream Girl

Nelson's Update
-helping mum
-listening to dream girl
-playing with iphone
-making ppl jealous
-feeling my heartbeat<3

Sunday, November 22, 2009

-come back-


who wud wan him to leave. who cares if u did somthing bad in the past. running away from ur past is not a way to solve the problems at present. why dont you comeback and just tell the whole world who you really are?

jaebum likes green =]

wishing is very hard. doing the wish is harder. for tired of waiting, you better beback. i started liking heartbeaet because of you.




yeh thats obviously to jaebum, by the time he reads that, he'll be back for sure :)


hbday trang


man i gota go dentist tomoolo, my teeth are like fked up.. might have to get bracers, ==" fk me dead

song of the day: 2PM - Heartbeat, can u feel my heartbeat?!!


Nelson's Update:
-talking to a retard
-eating eclipse
-finking about my mummy's shop
-stretching my abs

Thursday, November 19, 2009


FIRSTLY I WOULD LIKE TO CONGRADULATE ALL SENIORS OF 2009 FOR COMPLETING YEAR 12 XD, this 13 years of studying is finally over ~~ wish u all good luck!

 thank god this is all over~ but then in the same time, i dont fink i can see more than half the grade of my skool anymore, some flies oversea, some continues studing, some mite forget me, some may starting to hate me and some will just disappear from ur life. However i did not feel any sad or having any 'crying' feeling at all.. am i cold blooded? implying that i dont show no loyality to my friends?

no... i like to call it remember and hope for future. i suppose im fink of stuff that somehow, we'll see each other eventually and no need to burst out in tears. THeres many ways for us to remember each other and tbh i truly will miss all u ppl; but instead of showing it physically with tears, ill just thinking thru the happy times we've all spent together as a group :)

i also didnt take much photos nor did i say bye bye to heaps of ppl, i feel bad in a way but i guess, if they didnt come up to me either will i really be rmred even if i am the one approaching? who knows.

well no more high school, wat is planned now is in our hands, srsly, fuck 2012 if they world is really gonna end then ill just simply live it until my get burnt/drown/squash/blast/strike/struck/hit etc till death.

good luck with all other ppl in my cohort =]

Song of the Day : X Japan - Forever Love

i love this song ^^ its such a relief and it helps me relax alot, even tho none of u ppl cud prob understand it but i dedicate this song to all of u grade 12s resembling our forever friendship :)

AND FK.. just for u guys imma get the lyrics in eng xP

I'll never walk alone again, the winds of time are to strong.
Ah, it's that what you hurts, which you'll have to live with...
Ah, this tight embrace, and this burning, unchanged heart.
In this ever changing time, love will never change.

Will you hold my heart? Stop flowing tears.
Again, all of my heart is broken....

Forever love, forever dream
Only flowing emotions,bury this intense,
trying, meaningless times.
Oh tell me why ... all I see is blue in my heart.

Will you stay with me? Wait until after the wind passes,
all my tears are still flowing...

Forever love, forever dream Stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh stay with me...

Ah, everything good seems to be ending,
in this unending night.
Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.

Forever love, forever dream, stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.

Oh will you stay with me... Until the wind passes,
stay with me again.

Forever love, forever dream, I'll never walk this path.
Oh tell me why, tell me true, teach me how to live.
Forever love, forever dream, within flowing tears
Bright seasons will forever change again and again ....
forever love...

Nelson's Update
-uploading photos
-getting ready to help mum with work
-thinking about the parties that are on tonight
-needa pee xP

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


before i start, like my new wallpaper :) its soo professional LOL! XD

FORMAL IS OFFICIALLY OVER and its is fcking the best shit ever in the world that i have ever experienced in my fucking life which ment like fking heaps to me because i had so much fun that u cant descibe it with words or action and only with feelings! damn.. that was a long sentence xP try saying it in one breathe. i betchu cant =]

okay formal, hmmm i loved it.. i finally had the guts to dance on stage, freestyle everywere and not scard of dancing in a circle or even with teachers xP. fillip i did a chore for boom  boom pow~ but stupid dJ cutted out half of my our intro.. damn :L but oh wells!! we made it into a dance battle after, and damn i realize some other ppls are good at dancing *cough* jordan *cough*. then we dance to ayer on the STAGE !! OMFG!!!@! ITS SOOO FUCKING GOOODD!!!! 100% freestyle nothing chored, just did w.e is poped in my mind, and damn fillip is good x]. lastly i danced to three quarters of now your gone by bass hunter. blah lbhablha i did a knee spin before ending my solo, and wow at that time i pulled a muscle and feels like its one on top of each other~ yum :) but yeh.. i was sweating like hell ==" wait.. ill find a pic

can u see the damn difference :L i was like.. soaked..

anyhuz.. after party was not that great :L didnt sleep at all; didnt drink at all; didnt do much at all; didnt see much ppl at all; gay at all!!!!! lol went to ryan's apartment and damn alota p3nis seeing *wink* LOL XD but yeh..however, highlight of the night wud be walking up from 9-16 floors with a friend =] tired assss..hole =]

went home at 7am then i collaspe on the drive way. nah jks. on bed :)

but yeh overall. it was srsly best night ever, ill miss all u GRADE 12z! speshall amy :) LOL!! and yeh.. love this senior year soo much!! hope we can spend another fun time together in the future~ maybe after 2012 xD haha

Nelson's Update:
-got a haircut
-listening to big bang
-dling a photo of friend
-just  got a txt
-thinking of the events for last day of skool!!

Monday, November 16, 2009


i like rangas. =]
speshally this guy ~

yeh i also bleached my eyebrows to get the contracts slightly naturaler~~ it was like .. my first time bleaching my hair and SHIT it burns ... hardcore allergy thingo, evertyhing turned red and big .. it was a really hard time... but then its for the looks so its worth it :) it is for formal, it was sorta like a last minute thing - u no how sometimes u just cant decide weather to do somthing or not... until the last moment u just take a wild guess and just FCUK life? :L yeh i did that and i end up with this, i will not regret so tomolo, its either i look good, or i embarrase, but then if i do embarrase myself, ill make it as if im trying to be funny :)

hmm today ill talk about mz lin, she is hot.. like OMFG *burns* she told me to blog about her and yeh here we go, shes really good at rubbing the fact that 'i look young' in my face. oh AND HEY, before i continue, shes mean to me and bullies me like fk! anyways . shes has no friends and im like her only friend :) mz lin is tall, like way taller.. wen shes wearing heels but without em, shes like as small as that fairy thing in peter pan ~~lol

i asked her a question: wud u rather be gay or les, ansed les. but i didnt continue asking why cosh.. i prob know why anyway xP however wen i asked her to gimmi some details so i can blog more bout her she only said GAY... so... yeh shes gay too.. is that even possible?

blha lbhablhalhalbhal w.e



no new song =]


Saturday, November 14, 2009


the name of this blog has got nothing to do with wat im writing today :)

i met a girl today. she added me on fb. shes weird. shes in grade 11 and shes deciding to repeat grade 11 to do op subjects~ .... shes cute LOL

anyways. formal is in 2 days like wtf man... everythings all done..... thinking back in the 13 years of education. this time should be the best after grade 7 graduation. i wonder wll i cry again ~~

my personal emotions that i like the most:

my personal colour that i like the most

my personal fastfood i like the most
hungry jacks
burger king

my personal website i use the most
other kpop sites

my personal drink that i'd to drink
lipton ice tea (peach)
pearl milk tea
orange juice

my personal subjects that i hate the most
math c

my personal letters that i like
J eg. JIZZ
F eg. FCUK
U eg. you. LOL xD
Q eg. qantas

my personal family that i love the most
all of them

my personal dream girl friends
yoona, SNSD
kyrstal, F(x)
lee hyori
tifa, final fantasy
her, ull see in the future =]

i kinda realise somthing else ppl. there must be something u have to worry at anytime. u cannot not think about 'nothing' at all. for eg.. so wat if skools all over, now im worrying about if i get in uni. or maybe for some rich cunt that has everything in the world, he'll worry about how long hes gonna have left to use his money. etc etc. to me it is.

anyhuz. yeh 2 weeks no youtube.. its bad... but lucky im at a friends house atm ill just blog as much as possible :)

song of the day: F(x) - CHU .. finally changed song ai? haha im just scard ill bored u guys. but w.e xP i still love 2pm dw~

NElson's update
-watched one piece 425
-talking to asaki
-checking out my hair
-drink my saliva
-looking at my friend's fish tank while typing 

Thursday, November 12, 2009

-listen to my updates-

i am a tree, im siolent and dont really talk much, all i do is breath and release and continue growing

i am a phone, im use to transfer ppl's msg, wen ppl dont need me i stay siolent and stay 'locked'

i am a bus, usually im hollow inside, if ppl come inside my life i will then make some progress, other time.

i am the sea, i can be very destructive, but i can also be very calm.

i am a shoe box, at first ppl need me to store their new shoes, after using me, i end up in the bin

i am an old mouse, i have only have 2 keypads, either left. or right. never a third button.

i am a nelson, i have issues, however i only tell it to my diary.

anyways. yeh lalalala ive been capped for the 2nd week. its obviously not a good thing. lifes been really fked up without net. and i swear in 10 years time everyones gonna be really into technology that if we dont have it for one day, ppl wud commit suicide. lol thats just wat i fink :)

well i had my last lesson of pe and english, Mr morton is srsly my favourite teacher. and damn i gave him a bear hug today HAH!

technically friday is the last day of my proper high school career, everthing seems sooo fast.. 13 years of education all gone.

did i tell you guys i finally learnt the Gee dance =] if ur lucky, u mite see it LOL not like u wanted to anyway haha..

man i have soo much to talk about.. FUCK i had my last exam and SHIT ifeels soo weird, brandon and i was like talking bout how we will not be use to everything.. like so and so we will fink about 'wats there to do for tomolo?' or 'is there assignment due tomolo?' like fk ==" i just cant get over the fact that.. everytthing is OVER!!! to many this is a new life, to me its just another bite of my sandwich :P im ready for my uni bite in 3 years LOL XD

ive been helping mummy alot more lately, cosh as u all now shes opening a new store and who ever mite read this and have parents that owns a resturant or w.e.. TAKE A LOOOK!! 

i wonder where should i do my hair for formal..

i wonder if i cud fly

i wonder if the ants in my backyard are all dead after me peeeing on them

i wonder if ur reading this

i wonder if man can wear dress

i wonder if you will see me do gee dance

i wonder if ur GAY

i wonder if i wont wonder again.

Nelson's Update
-studing for mulistrand
-holding my piss in
-watching tv
-talking to nhi
-making a paper ball
-printing stuff out for mum

song of the day is still 2pm - tired of waiting 
1. sorry im caped not time to get new song
2. i love it too much~ <3 

Sunday, November 8, 2009

-3 week-

玫瑰. says:
sigh i havent gone back in.....2 years (to hong kong)

I say:
sigh i havent got back in... 10 months
I say:
im soo jealous of u
玫瑰. says:

I say:
its not THAT good traveling to hk
I say:
im getting soo sick of it
I say:
are u?
I say:
OH WAIT! u didnt go back for 2 years
I say:
sry i forgot
I say:
I say:
- rosie O9. says:
I say:
dont get mad
玫瑰. says:
玫瑰. says:
玫瑰. says:
its used to it....
玫瑰. says:
u know for some freakin reason i wont know how to make a good comeback in that situation jsut then
玫瑰. says:
I say:
its okay, just do ur best *pat pat*

LOL im such a bitch sometimes xD

haha anyways.. lets start my blog for tonight =]

finish with all my exams 
meeting up with you =) **

done with grade 12
missing out schoolies
make new friends

cry the last time in my life for a bunch of friends (MAYBE NOT)
went to steve's party
kiss mummy =]

slept at steve's house
listening to 2pm's new album and love them more and more 
say happy bday to DADDY

not able to hear anyone waking me up at 7.40 in the morning anymore

drove another 100km with my lil jazz =]


went to mum's resturant opening ceremony 
hardcore owning in farmville

preparing for ice skating
saying bye bye to my bros and say ill see them in few months!

preparing for or even in hong kong

Nelson's Update
-using ebuddy
-eating mango pancake
-looking at my year  4 caculator
-listening to big bang
-yell out FK.


Saturday, November 7, 2009


as you all know i got my p's and its effink different already..

i realise i can do alot more stuff wen i can drive.. if its me, i will never actually wanna stay out at night in brisbane unlike hong kong, cosh wen u go out in hk, u can still find shops open at 2am in the morning. like just the fun is unlimited. 

however i was driving alex home yesterday, then:
-picked up michael
-picked up kevin
-drove to alex's house
-dropped off alex
-droped off kevin
-went to have a drink at sunnybank hills
-drove to micheals and have a lil chat with his mum
-drop michael off
-went home

that took me 1 hr and 30 min in total. somthing i wud never do in brisbane. 

like u get that feeling of u will start to do alot more of the same thing in the future. not sure if u all had had this feeling before but yeh.


anhuz.. yeh. 2 more weeks of skool left. have 2 more exams left and two more major event (formal, graduation) and in maximum of 2 years ill be in uni. and 2 more of years till i get my green P's taken off. maybe even 2 more months until i can face/see u and actually have the balls to tell u how i feel xD haha.

song of the day is still 2pm's tired of waiting. jaebum come back!!!

Nelson's Update
-ate green mango
-got told im getting a new phone
-listening to tired of waiting
-fixing 2 computers at once =] well not really.. one is being fixed other is just.. lying there xP

Thursday, November 5, 2009

-nelson's update-

hello ppl~ ive been offically outa intenet for 1 week =] currently at my couzins place doing some catching up~ and updating on my youtubing :)

                            so as you all know should no by now im kinda a big korean fan atm. however, all those new debuted bands are all shit.. no offence but their just all too similar... and unpopularable.. BUT!!! 2PM and their new comeback song TIRED OF WAITING is out soon and FUCK IT IS SOOO GOOD =]  i just hope JAYBUM will be in it and have a special return for all his fans. ME in particular :) here is the lyrics. its soo true.. and i dedicate this song to u =]

it is confirmed that nelson is going to hong kong on the 30th of november and for those who dont no wat hk is, here is a pic :) and yes i own that building :) nah jks xP

yeh i gota say sorry to some of my friends i wont be spending much time with u after we graduate ><

                             man.. ive been having alot family issues lately.. mummy and sisters always having fights. and i had enuff of it so i decided to go in between them.. the good thing about it is that i can kinda prevent minority of the arguements, but majority of em.. is just rarwr rawr rwr that i cant stop ==" mmmm i dont like it..


I ACED MY DRIVING TEST AND OFFICALLY AM A P GRADER =] Quote of the Day: i can finally walk on four wheels without having someone holding my hands. =] piece of cake, fiirst 10 minute was Uturn, 3 point turn and 25m reverse. just to prove to u guys ill show u my results ~

=] see~~ proved


Song of the Day is obvious 2pm - TIRED OF WAITING!!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

-somthing that hit my head-

hmm wat shall i talk about today? kinda running out of ideas.

oh yeh today was fun =] my cousin leanne's bbq party at kuraby. and yeh all her friends are like shit old just like her xP and imma the youngest. lucky steve was there or imma like owned lonered. thruout the party, was playing basketball and i swear i got better at aiming :) LALALLA afterall, HAPPY BDAY LEANNE :)

okay somthing new, umm i have my last ever oral for high school tomolo, and its english talking about myself and what makes up nelson today :)

P's on n tuesday, hell yeh imma exited. but nervous in the same time. who noes wat will happen to me... TT wish me luck for those who reads this :)

man.. 2 weeks of actually school left..
13 years of:
time with friends
playing sports for hpe
having teaching chasing after ur assignments
jumping around in skool and breaking the rules
easy friend making
chilling in a group of ppl that has the same fashion as u ~
all this stuff will be gone >< really have to treasure the time have left

next blog ill just talk about somthing else that i realized i cud rawr raw rwawr about hehe.

anyways to sum up. i love my life ^^ no longer emo. however i still wudlike to continue my style of dressing like one :)

Nelson's Update:
-eating supper
-practicing oral
-nervous over everything
-txting mummy to wake me up tomolo

-im ur lollipop, imma sweet and unforgiving~