Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Nelson says:
Nelson says:
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*i asked a chick out just then
*50 minutes ago!
Venus says:
*yehh anndd ???
Nelson says:
*guess wat she say!!!
Venus says:
*cos your gay
Nelson says:
*she goes to same uni as me
*cuz introduced us ..
*yeh.. i know
*very very old skool :L
*shes canto ._.
Venus says:
*wat'd she sayyyy
Nelson says:
*wud u fink im pro (H) if i told u i met her for only 3weeks? and already got her
Venus says:
*pro muchh
Nelson says:
*and and..
Venus says:
*this calls for a celebrationn
Nelson says:
*she ssaid she liked me first
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*it was like..
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*all weird =='
*cosh cosh..
*from the start
*she just goes : i hate you x 100000000 times
*then then im like
*fine w/e
*blocks her for like ...
*1 hr?
*then got back on.
*she started saying sorry
*cosh uknow.. im soo good at making ppl feel bad :P
*buahhahaa :D
*but anywyas..
*shes like shes sorry
*im like oh dw ladi da...
*she then goes outa no where
*i love you
*im just like :$
Venus says:
*aint that sweet ^^
Nelson says:
*i made her 100 umm...
*wats that called
*u make it out of paper.
*its like a bird?
*or somesht u call it
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*and shuved it all in a jar
*YEH W/e!
*and put left it in her bag Hehe
*cosh her bags full of books
*she didnt realise
*till she got home
Venus says:
*thats so cutee
*so wen do i get to meet her ??
Nelson says:
*wan a pic of her?
*ill try find the prettiest one on facebook :L
Venus says:
*hahahaha okay!
*wats her namee ?
Nelson says:
*keep it secret for now :P
*so u it wont be awkward later
*wen u meet her
Venus says:
*but okay!
Nelson says:
*on the righttttt
*oversea student
*doing foundation in qut
Venus says:
*which onee??
Nelson says:
Venus says:
*they're both pretty
Nelson says:
Venus says:
* You stopped sharing photos
Venus says:
*soo prettyy !!
Nelson says:
*oh w/e :P
*ur just saying x3
*dont be LAME
Venus says:
*im seriouss!!!
Nelson says:
*oh yeh.. i have good taste (A) ;)
Venus says:
*i feel sorry for her
Nelson says:
*ya'GET IT :P
*oh well..
*sooo back to the question :L
*so i asked her out yeh.
*guess wat she said ^^
Venus says:
*yes ?
*you jst told me ??
Nelson says:
*no i didnt :S
*did i?
*or am i just predictable?
Venus says:
**wud u fink im pro (H) if i told u i met her for only 3weeks? and already got her
Nelson says:
*i did say IF :P
*that does kidna give it out ai :L
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*but NO!
Venus says:
Nelson says:
*she actually said
You have just sent a nudge.
Nelson says:
*okay lame >_>
Venus says:
*your can go die now
Nelson says:
*ahh i cnat help it but rofling atm
Venus says:
*so wat that for real or wat
Nelson says:
*oh please dont ignore me again! :L
Venus says:
*GO DIE !!!!
Nelson says:
*yeh i made that up
* :L
*but i DO no her
*but we're only friensd
*:L :L
Venus says:
*jst go
Nelson says:
Venus says:
*but hey that was so beliveable
*good one!!
Nelson says:
Venus says:
*april fools today
Nelson says:
*ha ha ha!!!!
*that wasnt THAT lame was it :P
Venus says:
*you reminded me

Monday, March 29, 2010

-full of shit-

im a tv,
i like to get watched,
i can change depending on wat you like,
if i break, u have to throw me away..

im a chair,
u can sit on me (only if ur not fat xD),
u can move me around to suit ur comfort,
if i lose a leg, i will be disregarded..

im a phone,
u can use me wenever u wanna tlk to others,
u will treasure my 10 digit name,
if my screen crack, u wont use me anymore..

im a computer,
u can control me if u give me appropriate program,
u will need me aswell as others,
if i have virus, i will not respond u to..

im a speaker,
u wont look at me but just listen to me,
u know, im jealous of the mic cosh u guys talk.
if i burst, u wont even listen to me again..

im a fridge,
u know that im cold hearted,
u will not let stuff rott in me and always keep me refreshed.
if i stuff up, everything i have with u will be gone..

Thursday, March 25, 2010

-after school-

and finally its out!! its not really a melody song.. jsut a very very:
upbeat high relaxing cosmetic fantastic amazing
sexy pumped fast new heat strong complicated
orgasmic hiphoppy attractive technical catchy adorable

AH HA, AH HA AH HA <3 <3 <3

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

-what can i do?-

 so it all turns out to be a joke. saying that i raged/ worried/ think too much for no particular reason.. im really lost again. MAN ==.. she is one pain in the butt!

and damn im sure not in the mood for blogging today... fk this.. still got 2 essay to write. chow~

Monday, March 22, 2010

-i lost-

well jesus took 3 days to revive..
i took 3 days to give up everything..
chances are less then 0
no one will spare me mersy
all i have left is the illusions while i rest,
if im lucky enuff, ill see them, if not, NILL.

i fink the candle had just finish burning,
visibility is no longer available in my sight.
i do not see a clear view of my future anymore.
does anyone really know the feeling of this?
patients.. is what they all say,
but nightmares are striking continuously.

is everything i done worthless?
what did i get out from all this..
just a few words saying 'you understand me'
or 'bffl' ... am i not trying hard enuff?
will it all end up back like last year, 
all i do is sit and wait.. and wait..

i never had believed in mircles..
not until i met you. well thats what i thought,
im just fooling myself the whole time.
thinking ahead of myself, making stupid decsions.
ask if i regret, i wudnt be able to answer it..
let me be..

this reunited feeling im getting from you,
will soon be official and i know it will get worse.
far more deep then the one before.
will i be able to counter it like the past?
or will i sink to the bottom of the ocean,
hoping the moment will once again arrive.

tbh, there isnt much happy endings in life.
not that i know of anyway,
it has always ended up like this.
i recieved: hatred, betrayal, untrustworthy and tears.
maybe a emotional-free smile.
i lost.. again..

song of the day: Gazette - Before I DECAY

Sunday, March 21, 2010

-missing somthing-(2nd night)

man. im craving to see venus! totally owned myself. have you guys ever had those:

xx feeligns when you tried no think about someone, YOU THINK 3x's as more?
xx feelings wen u see somthing relating to that person u will be like oh fuck...
xx experience when you planned this plan up just to show/express ur feelings to her and ends tragically?
xx moments when she randomly appears infront of u, ur heart speeds up immediately and u will go wtf should i do and the second moment is 'awkwardness'
xx times when u listen to a old song that resembles both and makes u emo?
xx gifts u recieve from ur partner and losing it due to ur careless acts which makes u feel soo pathetic?
xx jokes how it just went soo far it fked up ur relationship?
xx fights with ur parnter over somthing very lil but somehow tlk to them very normally after a while?
xx hard times without that person and if u see ur close friends, they will become ur diary, listen to everything u say but they wont comment back and just *nods* and i understand?
xx people telling you to move on becosh u will end up screw urself up and suffering more.
xx drinks that are sour?

Saturday, March 20, 2010

-oh this song ==-

Song of the Day: Auburn - Perfect Two

[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
im also the ring on ur finger
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
and you can be the person i feel in my heart
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
you can be the captain and I'll be you mate..
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
too bad its not ur first date anymore..

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
wat if im a sandbag, will you express ur feelings on me?
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
will i also be the tears if we do get back?
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
ill make sure i wont rain on you and keep u warm~
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
does that mean the first thing u see is me everyday?

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
too bad you dont want to see me due to my mistakes
i dont know how to make up for it.

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
i wish i really am.

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
i wish
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
i hope
You take the both of us of us (of us)
i pray
And we're the perfect two
but it wont come true..

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
i think i only deseve to be ur slave..
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
u will pull me out.. seperating me with who i realy am..
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
you can tie me up.. but u cant losen up..
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
if  you want, ill literally give you my heart

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
i dont like it when you drink.
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
i dont want to write on you and get them erased..
You can be as cold as the winter weather
more like ur doing that to me.
But I don't care as long as we're together
-no comment- never will happen

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
i know you do. its my fault
And you know that I think about ya
and how much i hurted you..
And you know I can't live without ya
ull say that in my dreams

I love the way that you smile
i love the way u smile...
And maybe in just a while
i wish it is now
I can see me walk down the aisle
with me and talk to me..

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two 

Friday, March 19, 2010


i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you!
i hate you! i hate you! 

i soo wanna perform 'saw'on you!

your final destination 4 is tmr!

ill come out from the tv like the grudge!

ur lucky right now, just wait until friday the 13!

i wud eat u just like those in resident evil!

ill give u a toy and u shall get sliced up at night!

ill introduce u to a Dr.

just dont let me see you, ill go nuts.

i wish ur snowwhite and im the old grannie. and the prince never arrives.

:@ <-- the face i wanna show u right now.

if ur that chick in king kong, then im king kong myself and i WILL kill you.

you should sleep. and never wake up again.

if we're in aladin, ill make sure u sit on the magic carpet with me and ill push u off while we're flying

in ice age 1, i wudnt save you if ur the baby.

i wanna be H5N1 and kill you.

i hate you.. Venus..

song of the day: 2Am - I Did WRONG!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

-my tuesday-

*after the ultimate rejection again from a friend cause she wudnt meet me at garbo,
*i wondered myself to garden city
*and went inside the foodcourt
*and took a piss in the toilet
*i then traveled back to my car
*at about 9.30
*becoz thats when the garbo car park opens.
*so i parked my car in the garbo car park
*and stormed my way to the inbound bustops
*i saw 3 bus arriving and leaving
*and i got on the 4th one which was a 150.
*i bused all the way to the city
*and got off, went to reply.. no one.. went to myer centre- funhouse and played this new game which ive got no idea wat its called nor how to play
*i played 2 rounds, spend 4 bucks
*went back down to level two
*i then gave a call to my friend
*and he happens to be at city too.
*he told me to walk all the way to the end of adelaide street to find him at this medicare centre while he has his body checked.
*i spend 15 minutes walking there.
*met up with my friend and he went in, checked and came out and boom another 15 minutes back to cue city area.
*i then realised it was time for uni
*so i caught the 340 from adelaide street
*i arrived at 11.50
*spend 10 minutes waiting for my group
*for the next 3 hrs, i spented it with my group tlking about the disscussion on human services in australia. i was soo nervous becoz i know that i might fail due to the fact that i know shit all.
*but w/e. at 3 i went to my tutorial and it was plain bs. waste of time.
*at 5, i traveled back to cultural centre and transfered to a 555 back to garbo
*i got off the bus realising i used 5 bus on buses today and went upstairs to find my car.
*i drove home. sat on the comp then went up for a shower
*i then came back down, did some research and more research then dinner.
*along comes the person that rejected my hardcore this morning asking me for some math question help.
*of cause because of my uber intellegency, i successfully tackled her question and resolved it for her.
*she then thanked me and i say no problem
*then she asked me what did i get up to all day
*so i told her (copy and paste what i just wrote for the past 10 minutes)

Monday, March 15, 2010

-in a rush-

oh my fcking god. my day is soo rushed !!!

woke up at the zwelve serty. had a shower, had some food, drove out to work. however, i croooozed there for like 1 hr i already hata go pick up my bradah.

i used like 60km/hr for my entire trip (excluding turns and lights) to macGregor high school. DAMN, my friends dad parked his car right behind where i was standing. and becoz i have to give him a good impression just incase he sees me, i gota like hardcore hide my bad habits (dance or move my body when im bored; swear to my friends all of a sudden; shake my legs; pretend to be cocky because im outside a school and all that crap) it was like the longest 5 minute i ever had in my life. jeremy came out from school i kinda tried the 'cute method' and had my hands on jeremy's shoulder and slowly followed behind his back xD just hope i didnt make a big scene and still give him a good impression hahaha!! cosh yeh.. as you all know imma fking good brodah!

my next incident was at freaken yuens in MARKET 'the surface of a cube',  SUNNYBANK! i was gonna recharge my gocard after i got some soyasauce for the fam. but guess what. THEY DONT DOO IT IN THE AZN PLACE. WTF IS THAT! i had like my hottest RICHFACE on me and bout to pull out the $50 note but BAM. he says NO.. rejection.. fMl will you?.. so yeh i fking gave up and walked out of the store looking like a ex richkient and a current retarded fk.

ladida i got home.. lost to jeremy in basketball. EVEN FML MORE MAN!! ==' but oh well.. i have an excuse.. my .. legs are sore... FKING GRADE 6 EXCUSE MAN! LOL XD but anyways.. had a beautiful shower without clothes on. then blahh went down stairs and omfg.. this is the highlight of the day. I WAS MOTIVATED TO DO ASSIGNMNENT! AND GUESS WAT! i did it :) i didnt even know why i did it wen its due next friend when i got like 3 other ones due this week haha.. OH WELL.. ill work on the other ones later.. in my life..

ladida skip all those dinnering shit.. and WOW.. tried my best to downgrade or jailbreak my iphone.. and it doesnt work.. and im still doing it now... just taking some time off to blog.... imma soo die tmr.. gota drive jeremy to skool...

anyways thats all for tonight..

Saturday, March 13, 2010


after a night or tears, my heart was scattered,
no feel, no pain, just sorrow.
a glimpse at grannie's old photos,
made me realised how weak i was.
she reminded me of my childhood,
with rely, with immaturity, and naive.
right now i am very confused,
ive lost my determination, courage and aim.
what is my satisfaction?
howcome grannie cudnt teach me more about life?
am i really the one helping?
failure, misplaced, disregarded.
my intention was to put you first;
but i seem to be lying to myself.
if grannie was still here, she would've lectured me.
the time ive wasted cud not be caculated;
but the time ive earned is surely nill.
grannie grannie.. please tell me somthing in my dream.
she is very important to me,
i cannot resist thinking about her.
is this reality? am i being fooled?
change my life? or maintain my goal?
set myself a 'stop' or let my feelings do the job.
i wanted to be as supportive as grannie..
i envy her. my role model. the way you shaped me,
has made me who i am today. i cant help it!
i really cant..
you did understand me.. but u wouldnt know me;
i would betray my belief just for you to be happy.
when grannie red me a bed time story,
i never thought that it was fantasy.
from the first day you were connected,
i waited for your awareness.
from the day you seperated,
i waited for your happiness.
once the moment of truth arrived,
was the time i begin to derive.
fear and afriad has got into me..
cudnt sleep, cudnt express, but to hope..
grannie grannie, i failed to cope..
 i wonder.. how long i can stand without you... one year? one month? one week? one day? one hour? one minute? one second.. never.... is correct answer.. i know i am lying to myself... i cant change myself. this is me.. all i can do now is let time exceed my difficuilties.. i will try my best to stay away..

ps- yeh.. my grandma is one of my closest relative back then.

song of the day: SNSD - Star Star Star

Friday, March 12, 2010


If I answer yes:
-it will be best for her.
-just wan her to be happy.
-makes things a lot easier.
-does no benefit to me.
-im lying to myself.
-its gonna hurt more.

If i answer no:
-atleast im telling the truth.
-i think ill be judged differently.
-it also wudnt really benefit me.

other answers will just make it more suspicious...

up to you..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

-what would you do if ur me-

Situation: Pluto as left the solar system leaving Venus alone.. they where ment to be very close to each other. Pluto treasured Venus up to 9months..00million years. The real reason for Pluto to leave is left as a mistery. Aparently Pluto had verbally offened Venus. It was very hard for venus. She was alone. Orbiting around the sun without her only one. She isnt very close with other planet. At the worst point of her life. Along comes Earth who coincidently was orbiting in line with Venus. Earth had his first glmipse of Venus 10months..00 million years ago and was very aware of Venus; hoping Venus would appear infront of Earth again, not for long, as short as 1milli-second is enough. Earth was luckily to stay in touch with Venus for a while. Even when their position around the Sun was different, they still manage to see every night.. 100 years. Earth felt right into Venus' gravitational pull and decided to one day give up the Sun for Venus and be her Moon- rotating around her as she faces light or dark, just be there for her until eternal.
As Earth had made his decision and decided to move out of his orbit and slowly approach Venus. He knew that once he do so, he would'nt be able to go back. Even going against the law of Science, Earth struggled very hard to try get close with Venus every millimeters of the distance. At this point, not long after Earth have chosen his pathway, Pluto came back insight. He was pulled back by Sun's gravitational pull and appears to be back on the same old journey. Venus stopped and looked. Its really him. After soo long Pluto has left Venus. Earth realises that his has no chance and clearly sees the one that Venus was waiting for is Pluto. Venus tried forcing herself to not think about the past and forget Pluto once and for all. With that being said, Earth who is currently the clone Pluto, has the choice to support Venus and stop her from thinking about Pluto; or having the intention of making Pluto happy and doing what is best for her. Several of days years have past. Earth finally decided for the sake of seeing Venus happy, she has to stop lying to herself about the fact that she misses Pluto alot. Earth approached Venus and told her that there is no point for her to force herself into somthign she doesnt want, afterall, she will get cornered and end up despretely needing to see Pluto no matter what happens. Venus could'nt prove Earth wrong and will consider what he has said. Right now, Earth pretty much has lost his reason to orbit. What could he do.. Fight his way back to orbiting around the Sun or continue monitoring Venus and just be there for her ... IF she needs it.

if your Earth.. what will you do?

Song of the day: Epik High - Run

I highly recommend you guys to watch this music video too.. i like it.. i imagined myself being the guy.. i wish i could run away aswell.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


I have a new boyfriend. He is my 宝贝!!!! Don't even think about it. I'm taken now ladies.

Love you cheung cheung xoxoxoxo

Monday, March 8, 2010

-back to normal-

three weeks ago, i was very nervous about everything. dealing with education, family, friends, love, etc, you name it prob a bit of it. thinking back at it now..

oh crap.. UNIVERSITY.. somthing big of my life.. the real deal of my journey to become someone independent. i doubt these will become true  but it seems to be a long way for me to even find out about it. social work. to others, it may sound like a pussy job. it may also give others a feeling of a failure subject becoz its bearly heard amungst everyday conversations. what people would like to hear is obviously, lawyer, pharmacy, doctor, engineer, accountant or business. to me, people who think that can seriously go dig a whole and stick their head inside, ill then come to u and stick a sign next to ur ass saying: I have no knowledge about whats the real deal. i soo disagree with these people. who in the world gets the priviledge to say that course that arnt so commonly heard is failure. thats bs! and to those who look down on me, so what if I didnt get in psycology. social work is based on the same topics but its more community wise instead of individual targets. FK U ALL!

man.. mum would'nt be here for my first day of uni. why does she always have to go at the most importanat of my life time.. nor was dad here. they're both outa country working. yes i know.. they are doing it all for me and the sibs but i prefer having a full family then many many money. if i were to choose between family or money, no dobt it is family.. they wernt around wen i was young.. grannie looked after me, nor there were here wen im in kindergarder, year 1..or 2, high school.. and now uni.. i kinda feel selfish for making it sound like they have to stay here with me but what can i do srsly. im a human  too you know. i have  feelings.. try give me more attention.. come back more.. be with the family. and im scard i cudnt take care of lil jeremy.. fail brother..

oh well, friendships is a really important thing to me now. even tho i have uni and new friends are being made. i still need my old and original group that ive spend most my time with and commited to. the tensions have been building up lately because of this same old problem. in a way i dont no how to confront it and deal with it, in another, i dont no how to express myself even if i do. im missing the strategy to communicate with someone... and i mean if i cant communicate with my fellow bros, how cud i do so with the outside world.. speshally wen i mite be the one HELPING others (thats if i succeed in being a social worker/ psychologist). anyways, there are things i need to say to one particular bro of mine. blank mind. sorry for the things ive said. it may have offended but hope you get my idea.. i have nothing else to worry now but just.. wanting to have a group that i can share to.

fuck love i have venus thats all it matters. after the big rejection from last month, i stood up again.. and fought further. i wont give up. not for others but for myself. who cares if i have to wait. who cares if theres nothign to wait for. i have nothing to lose and everything to gain. 1 after that incident, we started tlking again.. in a better way. not the way i was expected but enuff to make me happy again for atleast. i wont let go. as my msn name says: 抓不到的蝴蝶就会飞走;泼了出去的水就不能收回来;错过了的爱情就没有下一次. stuff that u miss out even by a second, you'll never have another chance. my friend and his lover is currently likes each other but for some reason hes not going for her.. yet. on the phone i just like WTF MAN! lbhablhablha dont waste time and do wat u have given!! all that shit. however im still very happy hes finally got someone he loves ^^. yeh.. for some reason im those ppl that gets very exited when the stuff happens to ur friend. i smile for them. i really do.

3 weeks later. im here blogging again like a retard. im really relaxed. most of the stuff has been overcomed but assignments are building up.. but WHO CARES :) dont pressure myself too much.. same with you folks!.. i love you my friends! :)

and thanks for spending soo mcuh fked up time and read my mind.

song of the day: D=OUT - 春風シャララ
and i listen to this song alot last year ~

NElson's update:
-staying up even tho i have uni tmr
-watching the same drama again after 3 hrs

Sunday, March 7, 2010

-lonely sunday-

she said:
*woke up
*went busstop when i was meant to be at southbank..
*got there late
*then found out sb cinemas were full
*went ct
*got tickets for alice in wonderland
*walked about... shopping..
*movies.. more walking..
*went southbank then bak to ct..
*then home
*wait no
*then cousins ! :D
*and then bball... then out for dinnerr... then friends place.. then home

Saturday, March 6, 2010


Left or Right
Tougue or Tougueless
Asian or White
Pinch or Poke
Mouth or Eyes
Monkey or Tiger
Green or Grey
One or Two
Smile or Frown
Ass or Fist?

Friday, March 5, 2010



Wednesday, March 3, 2010

-i wanna tell you that...-

- i have to say im sorry. ive said heaps of mean things to you, but really, most of the time wen i do that im either busy doing somthing or have to reply other ppl's msg.. i srsly dont mean it!! like today, even tho i didnt know wats rong with you but i know i was being a fag too. i didnt know what to say. in a way i wanted you to feel bad but in another im just going wtf... and sorry i fort that your a different person lo. ill tty once we're both calmed down.

- thanks for your songs. speshally destiny, Miliyah Kato. am listening to it while im blogging xP anyways. tonight was a weird night i guesss :L the stuff i said wernt too appropriate and i do apologize for my action aswell. i know how ur feeling. liking someone but that person doesnt seem to respond you in the way you wanted. ive had that heaps.. still having it. but again because i know how it feels, im certain that i wont want you to experience it too. i think you should give others an oppotunity and hopefully get over the person u like now.. plus that person is not a good man and you know it. sorry i wasnt there for you when u need someone..

- vanni, even though ive only met you for like 3 days... but for some reason i rkn ive met u for 3 years haha. but hower.. im soo gonna write your name into my 死亡笔记, and write slipped from a banana skin and break ur neck as the cause of death hhahahah!! im soo evil xD and no i wont listen to you. i will eat both red apples and green apples. you have no right to command me.. yet :) its okay if u cant come to the coast xD ill just let u find me. haha its fking late and im ment to be sleeping BUT NO! im too busy getting distracted by you ==. yes.. you wanna say you hate me soo much but really, i know u dont mean it buhahahaha cosh im just soo nice to you :P go sleep!

- good luck with her P's next month on the 12th of april. tbh, wen u thanked me, i blushed xD i dont no why haha.. natural effects that focked me over hahaha. look, i dont care whats going on anymore.. i like it this way, welll atleast feel comfortable with it. i will wait. but yeh xP dont wanna tell her soo much today :)

Song of the Day: B2ST - Shock