tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73168395915788134442024-02-20T05:33:04.506-08:00Scatter your HearTare you cold?Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.comBlogger187125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-52497251492643027912012-06-04T08:38:00.000-07:002012-06-04T08:38:35.929-07:00<span style="font-size: x-large;">您想怎樣?</span>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-52159345751018362962012-05-27T06:28:00.002-07:002012-05-27T06:28:44.309-07:00i dont need anyone to like what i like.<br />
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we dont need to have the same hobby.<br />
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i just like to do what i want.<br />
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guys, come out if u want, i am having it regardless or you guys coming or not. come then i 3 x luv u, dont and dog then i 3 x not like you.<br />
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girls, if ur up for it, then i am too. i am who i am. i do what i like to do, dont question what i do. just go with the flow ~<br />
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<br />Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-66725377043592278402012-04-08T23:23:00.000-07:002012-04-08T23:23:34.444-07:00-why think so much?-even though we're not together anymore.<br />
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dont hate me okay? atleast dont think bad of me.<br />
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i havent changed a bit.<br />
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im still who i am.<br />
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stop being so dramatic.<br />
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i'll still be here for you when you need me.<br />
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be happy and dont think too much.Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-49583493973593371642012-03-19T02:08:00.001-07:002012-03-19T02:08:34.931-07:00:3who the hell needs to be in a relationship? thats PHONEY!.<br />
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rather go eat dogs then to be in one for now .__.<br />
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so yeah. hi milky to new family :)<br />
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i was fine with it<br />
today i had work and she also had to study for exam<br />
tmr i have uni 10-6<br />
friday i have work<br />
fri night she flying to sydney - wednesday<br />
point is, we can still see after that<br />
she was angry coz she was going to surprise me with somthing on friday.<br />
i understand why she mad<br />
but i really cant do much ..<br />
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i dont want her anger to get the most of it and just ask to break up..<br />
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BEACH BEACH BEACH<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIGlDOSTHzfcNS6WtITQn5DQ8icTiIW2sB-E2rolW9AXAvWT25OBWxiVlMA4MKuxQWF2nOFyOubYf-y1_aRrasD6FN9ezdxG9eMmY-0WOPDyrsNIF1Lh12M-7iplOnJy5X4_5SIUPgdhM/s1600/IMG_1107%5B1%5D" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIGlDOSTHzfcNS6WtITQn5DQ8icTiIW2sB-E2rolW9AXAvWT25OBWxiVlMA4MKuxQWF2nOFyOubYf-y1_aRrasD6FN9ezdxG9eMmY-0WOPDyrsNIF1Lh12M-7iplOnJy5X4_5SIUPgdhM/s320/IMG_1107%5B1%5D" width="240" /></a></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-56876517270446115422012-01-05T10:06:00.000-08:002012-01-05T10:06:26.391-08:00-at worlds end-<div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #a64d79;">so it all ends here. 8 months of trying,</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #a64d79;"> resulted in nothing but just some partial happiness.</span></i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgX2_17AXhjyQCnzXqI_63oPeMpjiyviBuHj9iqwrRkyUH3GMq880zpPCf6G4OOzPhSfFMj8IE_EvW6txd7Hn0pBFQx-6BwNduSTmI4HDBQCS4kwxMfsERzSrZBh0kezsGfUziI5fsZDfc/s1600/IMG_0811%255B1%255D.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgX2_17AXhjyQCnzXqI_63oPeMpjiyviBuHj9iqwrRkyUH3GMq880zpPCf6G4OOzPhSfFMj8IE_EvW6txd7Hn0pBFQx-6BwNduSTmI4HDBQCS4kwxMfsERzSrZBh0kezsGfUziI5fsZDfc/s320/IMG_0811%255B1%255D.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #a64d79;"> is it worth it?</span></i></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-78993131105066491942011-12-27T08:52:00.000-08:002011-12-27T08:52:26.792-08:00-what would you pick?-”if there is a restore button on your body that allows ur body and memories all turn back to zero, would you press it? what will you when you do?"<br />
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im pretty happy with laugh I suppose. not much is really concerning me. I love my life. But if I were to pick a time to do so, it will be when I'm actually 'depressed' becoz of things that I should'nt be..<br />
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i realised the routine is: if i open my mouth and talk. i undergoing a sin for you.<br />
when i close my mouth: i will want to start talking and wonder if the next thing i say could fix it.<br />
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everything is soo last minute. atleast u will know where i am at a particular time coz i tell you.. but u can all of a sudden tell me ur going to sydney? wow... thats a bit too much of a short notice dont u rkn? <br />
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u went party last night, howcome u told me ur not going but end up going? im not angry coz u went is that im angry coz u didnt tell me know...<br />
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you might say i did the same for memory, but atleast i told u about it before and not surprise u. u might think its a surprise becoz i told u before the event. but atleast u had an idea i might go. (not saying i was right) instead, u tell me after the event..<br />
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i reckon your not very honest to me still.. im not angry, its just that i dont even know where u are even at this moment. <br />
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you tell me your grounded (AS ALWAYS) but u always cud find ways to go out.. HOW THE HECK DO U DO THAT?? wen we're off the phone it was already 1.30am. ur mum stayed home, therse no way u cud have snuck out and come back home in time. There must be somthing ur hiding from me still.. i just want to know... why cant you do that for me aswell and come out with me then? dont tell me its coz of your friends coz if its your parents, even if its ur friends u wont be able to go out that late. this just makes me really feel that u try so hard to go out with ur friends, but u cant even come out for dinner with me... <br />
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just be honest with me please... u worry me, thats why im bring this up, not that im angry...Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-19357423147290864362011-12-23T00:21:00.000-08:002011-12-23T00:21:57.580-08:00-quiet day-so leaving hong kong should be a really happy time for me because i could finally have some good times out of this boring place aka <i>BrisVegas</i> pfft == but obviously, if the other half staying over there is going to be fine and not worry me, then this would've been a better departure.<br />
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really dont know what to say when things i say, she doesnt believe.<br />
<i> "I miss you" "I miss you too" "No you dont" "I do!" "No you dont"</i><br />
then what do you want me to say? i cant squeeze thru the phone and go give u a big hug right? when I say it, i mean it.. you just dont get the point up until now.<br />
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not mentioning names but i know he has been saying shit and encouraging you to leave me as I am "ruining" your life. first of all, how am i ruining your life? if you say trying my best to not piss you off and satisfy you is "ruining" then what do you want?? I dont complaint. I let you be even and fair with me. I have faith and trust in you.<br />
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But no, you dont seem to quite get enough of it.<br />
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Yet still talking about break ups, separating to what? it doesnt benefit neither of us. but OH WAIT.. it does benefit that person who encourage you to leave me, because you will be at your lowest point of your life and he'll plan to get you.<br />
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But fine, I wont confront, ill just let it out here once again so that I can face you properly again so you won't think that I dont love you enough yet AGAIN.<br />
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look, im trying my best here to fix these unnecessary problems we're having now. All I want from you is just to trust me and believe in me just like how I am towards you. You tell me your going to party tonight, I'm really not angry at all, but just worried that you might get too drunk and get harmed when your not concious. IF it was you, you would have already hung up on me again and just ignore me for the rest of the night..<br />
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I really hope to have a turning point in our relationship. Just making some adjustments for eg, believing in me more than just listening to your so called 'FRIENDS', try think about your boy friend for once yeh?<br />
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I'm dying to come back to see you. IF you dont believe it still, fine. your just cold blooded. but if you do, LOve you more.Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-81258637612211445532011-11-30T05:16:00.000-08:002011-11-30T05:16:44.480-08:00-back back back-so yeh, nelson is back coz hes BORED. gf is currently sleeping so i got nothing to do ~<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><u><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Work Time</span></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Thursday: 11.30am - 10.00pm</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Friday: 11.30am -<span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> Till Release</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">Saturday: </span>11.30am -<span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> Till Release</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;">Sunday: </span>11.30am -<span class="Apple-style-span" style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"> 10.00pm</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2U39kWoas8rq8vbsGRYsL8iZCXB5RvQYjiV1l_BUBUD1l7l0JfaS4Q03nX8Bp6LI2Mf-NjJMuFIbOXNECtB-PT3wZmuJxe9H8xb9QRADIqtvOLzhicyfIvp9xc4GBpCpTAEjg6uQtEUo/s1600/germanclubpic.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2U39kWoas8rq8vbsGRYsL8iZCXB5RvQYjiV1l_BUBUD1l7l0JfaS4Q03nX8Bp6LI2Mf-NjJMuFIbOXNECtB-PT3wZmuJxe9H8xb9QRADIqtvOLzhicyfIvp9xc4GBpCpTAEjg6uQtEUo/s1600/germanclubpic.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.brisbanegermanclub.com/">http://www.brisbanegermanclub.com/</a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">anyways, i hope i am strong still.</span></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-30175003568336114862011-07-08T03:30:00.000-07:002011-07-08T03:30:32.874-07:00-ur status-<h6 class="uiStreamMessage" data-ft="{"type":1}"><span class="messageBody" data-ft="{"type":3}">Like -<br />
1. Do I regret meeting you? no i dont<br />
2. Are you important to me? very<br />
3. Have you ever made me smile? many times<br />
4. Have you ever made me mad? since we started (the other way around i meant)<br />
<span class="text_exposed_show">...5. Best feature? your height<br />
6. Do I like your profile picture? its not bad<br />
7. Do I see you in my future? hopefully, if things go right<br />
8. Do I love you? you say you do, but hopefully u do mean it<br />
9. Have I ever had a crush on you? yeh<br />
10. You're my? boy friend<br />
11. Favourite Memory? nothing. all of it counts as my fav</span></span></h6>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-19152803862585732012011-07-03T02:48:00.000-07:002011-07-03T02:48:26.308-07:00-oh god, this feeling again :S-<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">ever had those times when you have to decide on something, where both solutions will end pretty bad and now what you really wanted? right now, if i continue this, i really don't know will it work out in the future. there are so many restrictions atm. i can do absolutely nothing to help the situation. i tell others it doesnt bother me even if we dont see/ talk/ interact with each other. but obviously its a lie. who in the world wants a relationship like this? one that feels like your not even in one. ones from the sky, ones from the ground; two different dimension basically not allowing us to co-exist in the same platform. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">of cause, theres the other solution, keep holding on until one day this might work out. but its really about a whole years time.. its no the past, i dont think i will really last that long anymore. before, i reckon standing by and sustaining a false goal will one day happen, however, thats not the case. from what i see now, i only see it going down hill. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">friends are away, none are available. but also, many is asking me to just take the first option... really want this to end soon.. hopefully doing nothing can show me a right answer before it backfires on me.</span></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-89746786630467077492011-06-30T08:27:00.000-07:002011-06-30T08:27:43.067-07:00-one day-<div style="color: #990000; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;">I want you to really one day stick up for your boy friend.</div><div style="color: #990000; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;">Don't let others disrespect us.</div><div style="color: #990000; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;">Fight for your rights, have your own say.</div><div style="color: #990000; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;">Stay strong!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-66706588198662118812011-06-28T08:06:00.000-07:002011-06-28T08:06:58.055-07:00-1 month-<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">so yeah.. Happy one month and.. one week and one day hun, but as i said, only going to celebrate our ann every 3 months as i dont need one specific day dedicate for our relationship. everyday can be a celebration. so i wouldnt be seeing you for quite a while. but on the other side, shall miss you more. I told you and to myself aswell that this isnt gonna be easy yeh? speshally wen your parents now knows about us haha.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">however, if we take a step back and just look at this situation again, its actually not too bad as we've been doing this same thing the whole time anyway. the only change is maybe some fb modifications and less exposure of our actions. i got absolutely no problem waiting for you till you graduate as you know the best skill im born with is patience :P </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">anyways.. enuff blogging, dont even like blogging as much anyway.. </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
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</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">oh btw, i started reading this religious book called Have a Little Faith by Mitch Albom, yes i know i never read books, but im just at a stage where instead of killing myself ill choose to read a book to kill some time. with my amazing intelligence, ill prob be able to read 80% of the words and understand 50% of the content :P but meh, it kills time.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">ps. if all our connections are cut off, this will be our only way to communicate ~~ thats if u ever find my blog haha. </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: right;">song of the day: 2NE1 - Lonely</div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-19036362603953245112011-05-28T05:38:00.000-07:002011-05-28T05:38:10.861-07:00-dont judge me-<div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Yes, I party alot,so what? but dont you dare judge me if you dont even know me. But its okay, i wont blame you guys, you guys are still young. You'll one day understand this.. hopefully. I may party alot but I will certainly do ANY of the stuff you listed on skype this arvo. SO please, stop bothering me. Your words wont get into my system nor it will get into my relationship. I dont care what you guys say, Ive made my decision and i wont work backwords.</span></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-12115478392956542502011-05-23T05:31:00.000-07:002011-05-23T05:31:47.587-07:00-1st problem arises-<div style="text-align: left;">so its this guy thats coming in between us. he shudnt be the problem anymore.. he should be history. slowly get to know her, probs finding out more about her that i dont really .. well i cant say i dont like but just things that i expect her to react differently to.. why does she sound as if nothings happend. <b> </b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b>Did she even get what we talked about yesterday?.. </b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">sigh*..this is rediculous. starting to get on my nerves.. should we actually slow this down and find out more each other first? </span></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-15248917982448237862011-05-22T07:58:00.000-07:002011-05-22T07:58:18.645-07:00-my luv story bitches-<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjbzFlv_euvL-mXNjBQEcmzBSNkLGSGpg0NoP30e16Bhl32DvrtgsdHm3V5Hj1U-ACM3N7SuB8n6SouxffSeXJpV0IzHYV-9z0v4LD9_QrdA6eLaQbNAfEs9BQRthIOBefVnY6_ROymas/s1600/Jess+and+I.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjjbzFlv_euvL-mXNjBQEcmzBSNkLGSGpg0NoP30e16Bhl32DvrtgsdHm3V5Hj1U-ACM3N7SuB8n6SouxffSeXJpV0IzHYV-9z0v4LD9_QrdA6eLaQbNAfEs9BQRthIOBefVnY6_ROymas/s640/Jess+and+I.JPG" width="404" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #c27ba0; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">ladies and gentlemen</span></span></i> <i><span style="color: #c27ba0; font-size: x-large;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">my girl-friend lol</span></span></i></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-83732231735733621762011-04-19T08:33:00.000-07:002011-04-19T08:33:01.740-07:00-talk-<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj44U3Rr2-f3JyDcZw24i7C4ZQDRtVWOwzLxw2b4b8S_zEPj0OxQJLDmf1iZrLPPMjfAwp-0NsVcpKKV88d3jDsHB9rwc_CeadZAQXuIaou1d6IRWc9AH9YWSw5uLsq0opNuurAZdFxiBA/s1600/IMG_0120.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj44U3Rr2-f3JyDcZw24i7C4ZQDRtVWOwzLxw2b4b8S_zEPj0OxQJLDmf1iZrLPPMjfAwp-0NsVcpKKV88d3jDsHB9rwc_CeadZAQXuIaou1d6IRWc9AH9YWSw5uLsq0opNuurAZdFxiBA/s640/IMG_0120.JPG" width="476" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">Smile.</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">mind fck. forget forget forget.</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">why are you coming back?</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">allow me to get rid of you.</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">your causing me so much trouble.</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">these streams of scars u left behind,</span></i></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span><span style="background-color: #b4a7d6;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i><span style="color: #d9d2e9;">don't give me more, i have had enough.</span></i></span></span></span></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-17281974076226583452011-03-19T08:34:00.000-07:002011-03-19T08:35:46.397-07:00-voice within me-<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">ever actually spoken to urself inside urself? i do all the time, more often as i grow up, as i slowly distance away from family, old school mates and just the public. that 'person' within you knows you the most. (mines a he) he will always be there for you even if no one is there for you anymore</span></span>.<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">he is the best person to talk to when making decisions. he doesnt lie, he will analysis everything with you. as long as you are thinking, he will be there helping. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">he will also sometimes try to tell you what to do instead. things that he reckon you shouldnt do. he will do everything to try get the message to you explaining why you shouldnt do somthing. i rmred once he told me to stop trying somthing ive been doing for a while simply coz he knew that i wudnt achieve what i wanted. i didnt listen to him and failed miserably. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">think i have some mental issues after writing all that haha.. but yeah. the voice within me helped me alot. and it shall help you too =]</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>Song of the Day: G.E.M - The Voice Within </i></span></span>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-48965748326562018902011-02-24T07:33:00.000-08:002011-02-24T07:33:53.787-08:00-chronicle shift-wooo, its kinda been a long time since I've blogged last time, and since unis about to start i shall start blogging a bit more as shit will start hitting the fans again haha.<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMbf-FvU2Z056Cagoz6v9AUGz7NUThiaPwzXNUSU1eMNekqXSkU4GG5VaWmPo8zpK7hRAgtQTPHwDO8pEYty19NvwsGIyA3locbyMIK3fkziK_jTPHSKZ3mxwPtdiaXWtg7fLPiq_NW8c/s1600/IMG_0745.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMbf-FvU2Z056Cagoz6v9AUGz7NUThiaPwzXNUSU1eMNekqXSkU4GG5VaWmPo8zpK7hRAgtQTPHwDO8pEYty19NvwsGIyA3locbyMIK3fkziK_jTPHSKZ3mxwPtdiaXWtg7fLPiq_NW8c/s320/IMG_0745.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> Naughty Coco pee-ed on the carpet!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicpHwSEverOJZRvpSKDpbN_pJJTVbsCSL5uFJjJczz-MmWk8mlEGzBJ9Tr1_qHoqO5KEfihqtBbJ1A-5ExB17LhnKd_JX1Srm40vLzTFeXrMnyxht5Ln1nuYcJDLDjdVsG-2EoUmdrLsY/s1600/IMG_0748.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicpHwSEverOJZRvpSKDpbN_pJJTVbsCSL5uFJjJczz-MmWk8mlEGzBJ9Tr1_qHoqO5KEfihqtBbJ1A-5ExB17LhnKd_JX1Srm40vLzTFeXrMnyxht5Ln1nuYcJDLDjdVsG-2EoUmdrLsY/s320/IMG_0748.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> As a punishment, she is back caged in her little area! hmmpt!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #45818e; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Ask once, fine.</span></span></div><div style="color: #45818e; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Ask twice, fine. =/</span></span></div><div style="color: #45818e; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">Ask third and last, alright FCK OFF!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: #45818e;">IDC </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoDvyjfj0WBX0fZc3pvqrzM0L8vKRBLh08k_6QRBePyI88PkUmlqTggaYdVkQqeOy6unceDyjuv5nSP2i7cbWLesugz3M03wwaGu7ZbHO3_t1lE4ti1VDvNt-fY0mbXRfxWDRqy-_Gr14/s1600/IMG_0749.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhoDvyjfj0WBX0fZc3pvqrzM0L8vKRBLh08k_6QRBePyI88PkUmlqTggaYdVkQqeOy6unceDyjuv5nSP2i7cbWLesugz3M03wwaGu7ZbHO3_t1lE4ti1VDvNt-fY0mbXRfxWDRqy-_Gr14/s320/IMG_0749.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> First time back to KP after atleast 11 years~</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXkLmvT9WgF2uKa4ELMpCRlRLit1DqXNhHXf1phSMU8cm50cx3yetmeaO8NnW9t0OOIOXlxUxXrruAtTlLjbbNDLjirql_TIeWg2iU7YjUV1RCzRpssiZUpKUbrPeIixNLujefEY9YVVQ/s1600/IMG_0750.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXkLmvT9WgF2uKa4ELMpCRlRLit1DqXNhHXf1phSMU8cm50cx3yetmeaO8NnW9t0OOIOXlxUxXrruAtTlLjbbNDLjirql_TIeWg2iU7YjUV1RCzRpssiZUpKUbrPeIixNLujefEY9YVVQ/s320/IMG_0750.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> A pretty cool day out.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMHleDQs61MdMb1PbgGX1Ar5X5iwCSsR6Q_TGcpoARggTvjmoFuBcR5AQ1c2R6ynVBpD4ot49ffRFGDeBT7rMgUaL8HonrfgOkoxxkdw2wtp4RaCdu7EioXqCfYsgQwgD2pkvZD0rGvxI/s1600/IMG_0751.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMHleDQs61MdMb1PbgGX1Ar5X5iwCSsR6Q_TGcpoARggTvjmoFuBcR5AQ1c2R6ynVBpD4ot49ffRFGDeBT7rMgUaL8HonrfgOkoxxkdw2wtp4RaCdu7EioXqCfYsgQwgD2pkvZD0rGvxI/s320/IMG_0751.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> How perfect was my timing, city cat right in line with the bridge :D</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjq1ikhBR4Iup02VyG-D19he1kuLaYH6m7bBmFv1blB9j0cyHuXwD83iS6SBGaAYF0dm-kjDfPo0SIkMDDMO1e7nKlW8LWUKpeWVxy2_hZTnqtYp2pWZZCRAjPR-8WZCuirWjK1MMbOQSQ/s1600/IMG_0752.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjq1ikhBR4Iup02VyG-D19he1kuLaYH6m7bBmFv1blB9j0cyHuXwD83iS6SBGaAYF0dm-kjDfPo0SIkMDDMO1e7nKlW8LWUKpeWVxy2_hZTnqtYp2pWZZCRAjPR-8WZCuirWjK1MMbOQSQ/s320/IMG_0752.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> As the sun sets...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3UG_VaUywWyFhZ5lWfLEA0VZSoTqMpDYvExruvT6gAI9G4kekJ6MMY2sgz38b1fjVx7xRGlwHdbsbOZZCHX5dBNlc54mE6veO5Jbn8liu_UWZhWd632PQ5OQGMA6_x6F86LOJLCQzBwU/s1600/IMG_0754.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3UG_VaUywWyFhZ5lWfLEA0VZSoTqMpDYvExruvT6gAI9G4kekJ6MMY2sgz38b1fjVx7xRGlwHdbsbOZZCHX5dBNlc54mE6veO5Jbn8liu_UWZhWd632PQ5OQGMA6_x6F86LOJLCQzBwU/s320/IMG_0754.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Beautiful :)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="color: red;">Red suits you the best ;)</span></span></i></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-13050120051309278452011-01-06T11:26:00.000-08:002011-01-06T11:26:52.778-08:00-2011 another new start-<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">something random to start off with before i think of what to write :D</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">okay thres this malaysian singer on tv atm</div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">and her name is jeannie or some shit</div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">mmmmmmmmmmmmmm</div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">AND i just finished supper<br />
and since im soo bored imma gonna blog ==<br />
my skype just dced<br />
i looked under the tv and thers a remote there<br />
i used my brother's used tissue to clean up my soup stain, environmental friendly =]<br />
just heard justin lo had a new song called saranghae<br />
my brothers annoying me atm </div><div style="color: #9fc5e8; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">just told this retard to stfu while i blog =]<br />
my brother just hit me<br />
my iphone went into sleeping mode<br />
my brother called me a faggot<br />
i reached out for a coke lolly and tasted it, sweet/sour and bitter</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">so anyways.. so far since start of 2010 till now, ive went to these places:<br />
japan<br />
frankfurt<br />
hamburg<br />
hannover<br />
venice<br />
paris<br />
switzerland<br />
venice<br />
milan<br />
italy<br />
(some other random places in europe)<br />
macau<br />
wu han<br />
hong kong<br />
taiwan<br />
sydney<br />
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damn.. thats like half the world .__. i think? </div><div style="color: #134f5c; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="color: #134f5c; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>She says: <br />
fuck you <br />
Nel Nel says:<br />
that retarded swore at me but since im still uber nice and one of my resolution for 2011 is to be nicer to retards, i wont rage back =]</i></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">talking about resolutions.. i dont even know wtf i wanna solve this year aye? just get me in a good uni and have a stable course and ill be fineand hopefully ill get German and Japanese well on track also so i can use German to help dad in the future, and Japanese to pick up the chicks AND watch anime without reading subbies =] im still deciding whether or not should i take psycology as a minor.. *sigh* just thinking about the assignments that i have to write in the future makes me sick already... </div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">1 more week left till i know if UQ is going to accept me, if not, stuipd Griffith University, im coming to invade your uni ground >= )<br />
2 more weeks till im gonna be back in Aus, better make the most of it while im still oversea. have a feeling that i will go straight to clubbing on the same night i arrive hopefully kathleen wud wanna come along.<br />
2 and a half weeks till i think im gonna go down to sydney again to visit god mother, man i feel soo bad aye, didnt even say happy new year to her before.. hope she wudnt be mad at me or anything... <br />
3 weeks later my 2011 will officially start back in brisbane and i guess after that.. ill have more time to blog coz ill be at home doing shit all as what i did for the past years.<br />
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oh yeah, SNSD had a new song. called beautiful girl: <br />
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but its soo weird.. the person who sings it is actually Yoo Young Jin, but instead they say the song is BY snsd featuring him .... i mean snsd doesnt even sing that song == so yeah.. kinda wtf while im listening to it, but its good to hear i suppose.<br />
lalala anyways, enuff blogging.<br />
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<i>song of the day: </i><i>Utada Hikaru - Goodbye Happiness and </i><i>Girugamesh - Destiny </i></div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
ps: part of this blog inspired by <b>KT</b> =P</div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-50264619178549892612010-12-13T10:34:00.000-08:002010-12-13T10:34:24.201-08:00-finally someones here with the same timezone-<div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">"sleeping early makes a good start" have some panadol u retard!!</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">a place thats always summer.. weird shit u got there :P</div><div style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">have fun, k bye!</span>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-71339366851641441472010-12-11T05:51:00.000-08:002010-12-11T05:54:34.292-08:00-red yellow green-<div style="text-align: justify;">so i havent been blogging for like a week now... and wow.. can u believe it? im out of australia for almost a month now. but it only feels like yesterday wen i had my stupid go away parties with friends.<br />
oh hey, look watching tvh atm, and some charity show is on atm. this sand art performance is on. its kinda interesting, should say unpredictable instead. For those who doesnt know what is sand art its something like this basically its just using sand.. to.... do ... art.. =D that explained alot aye i know, no need to thank me hehe </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><object height="385" width="580"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/t0EG6pSwcBk?fs=1&hl=zh_CN"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/t0EG6pSwcBk?fs=1&hl=zh_CN" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="580" height="385"></embed></object> </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"> anyways. days at hong kong is kinda half fun half boring. fun for the outings ive had and shit coz im staying home and an example of my bordom is exactly what im doing right now.. BLOGGING. you know whats more weird is that im blogging on msn.. for this ... future super hero known as the 'spiderwoman' who assumed got bitten by a spider today and it looked weird. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">anyways lets go back to what i wanna talk about today.. is that DUDE, ive been to clubbing twice in hong kong so far, just like Australia, ive been to a alright one (kk) and then i went to a fairly bad one (i wont mention it ) but yeh... anyways, ill tell u how bad it is man... first thing i walked into this shitty club yesterday was that everyone was soo fcking young rage from 16-19 year olds..WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! yes i heard its held by high skool people but comeon,, i didnt expect to see ppl underage to be there == thats just dirty... wat makes it worse is that i cud describe the club with 3 things: HOOKING UP, WHITE FEVER and SHIT DJ.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">okay hooking up: i think at this generation later then us is all about getting the bitches and just ... sex they where srsly grinding HARD and just sexing on the dance floor. what makes it worse is that the dance floor is already small and u with no dobt ull get some butt contact but also white sweaty arms that drags along back >< lol one of my friend also got burnt by a lit cigerette held by a whore while getting grinded on.. == just fck get a room, clubbing isnt like that u fcuking kids ==''</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
white fever: okay i gota admit, there were some alright looking girls in the club, i like some and i got some -cha ching to me - but apart from that... the other good looking ones are like... all over these seedy lanky white dudes.. like Oh EM geE!! no not the song but OMG becoz it was just horrible to even look at... they are everywhere. all the place we go to in the club, no EVERY CORNER <br />
in the club we will see white fevers... dudE TT</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">SHIT DJ: dude that dj to start of is a fcking young lil afro white dude that cant even dj! man your fucking white, ur ment to be good at DJING ==' the musik was soo shit.. it wasl ike slow TECHNO WHAT THE FUCK?! the whole night we just tottally gave that dj shit and I, I PERSONALLY ASKED FOR LIKE A G6 to be played but NO! even tho that kient answered me he will put it on but it never came on! SOO DISAPPOINTED.. we left at 1.30 to get maccas. hah, that ws like the highlight of the day. shit thing is that we didnt have nothing else to do after we ate and regret ripping up the tag to get bak into the club TT we we've just drank for a bit more ><</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">overall... it was a shit experience.. my friend gave me shit for bringing them to a shit club == gosh i wont fcking trust my hk friend anymore.. shes a let down FUCK! </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
tmr better be better as i will going to a all girls night (free entry for girls) club and it shall make things better ~~ <br />
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-ps. ideas of these blog inspired by K.T.~ <br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><i>song of the day: gazette - pledge </i></div>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7316839591578813444.post-38643703219118392182010-12-02T11:28:00.000-08:002010-12-02T11:31:17.280-08:00-defrost these feelings-<p$1>its quite clear that im not a very nice person aye. i dont even know why im doing such things for a friend. i really treasured the time we spent together, it was very fun, i enjoyed every moment. i cant stop thinking about wat ive done. im not sure if its correct but im absolutely sure i did something wrong. friendship is somthing that u cant give it a try to see if ur capable of having. its not like cigerettes where u can try once then quit it for the rest of ur life. friendship is somthing that when its broken once, its gone; even if there will be a chance of friends to regain the trust, but a scar is already left there. the promise does not exist anymore, atleast not as strong. <br />
<p$1><p$1>ive been betrayed and i have also betrayed someone. either way it doesnt feel good at all. being hurt feels like u cant do anything about what has happen and hurting someone feels like your just one hell of a dick. <br />
<p$1><p$1>i have to say to you however: the nights we had cud be a play, but i do treasure the happy times we had together. you may now think that im a total jerk, but to me, your always that little girl that made me happy thruout my night times wen i cudnt sleep while thinking about my past. thank you very much. you gave me a very good time. i will never forget you nor our past. yes im not a sweet person, but atleast im trying my best to express my true feelings and i promise you, these stuff I just said is all from me. not from anyone else. sorry is all i can say now. i owe you too much i cud not explain.. sorry girl..<br />
<p$1><p$1>song of day: And - Anemone</p$1></p$1></p$1></p$1></p$1></p$1></p$1>Nel Nelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01000002545274425681noreply@blogger.com0