-voice within me-

ever actually spoken to urself inside urself? i do all the time, more often as i grow up, as i slowly distance away from family, old school mates and just the public. that 'person' within you knows you the most. (mines a he) he will always be there for you even if no one is there for you anymore.he is the best person to talk to when making decisions. he doesnt lie, he will analysis everything with you. as long as you are thinking, he will be there helping. 


he will also sometimes try to tell you what to do instead. things that he reckon you shouldnt do. he will do everything to try get the message to you explaining why you shouldnt do somthing. i rmred once he told me to stop trying somthing ive been doing for a while simply coz he knew that i wudnt achieve what i wanted. i didnt listen to him and failed miserably. 


think i have some mental issues after writing all that haha.. but yeah. the voice within me helped me alot. and it shall help you too =]


Song of the Day: G.E.M - The Voice Within

-What Nelson and Ryan thinks about SEX?- (Rated MA 15+)

Nelzon says:
*sex is like an instrument to me, i practice it everyday and i like the sounds produced by it.

Ryan says:
*sex is meant to be sacred each time, but i just want to get my dick wet 90% of the time

Nelzon says:
*sex isnt just a game, its a drug. at first, its really hard to get into but once u get use to it, u cant stop.

Ryan says:
*before my first time, my friends would always talk about getting just getting pussy, i always thought it was really rude.. but once i did it, it's just like an addiction, i just want more and more.

Nelzon says:
*sex is not a term im very familiar with until grade 9, before that, i thought that couples will get granted a baby by jesus straight after marrage. lolz

Ryan says:
*i still dont understand why guys like to lick fuck touch pussy, for me.. it's really all about that boobs, i seem to have more fun with boobs then pussy.

Nelzon says:
*i really hate those ppl who claims that they cant have sex until getting married. coz i know alot who says that and already had sex.

Ryan says:
*the advice i'd give to people that haven't had sex is to make sure it's with someone you love and care about, becuase the first time is really something special and shouldn't be wasted on someone random.

Nelzon says:
*sex is really important in everyone's life i guess, if not relating sexually, for ppl who loves kids wud consider it like everyday i rkn. its also another way to keep urself fit.

Ryan says:

*it's sad to see that a lot of 12 to 14 year olds are having sexy, back then i was playing with friends or going out bmx riding, not playing with a chicks vagina and tits.. these days kids just think its the "Cool" thing to do...

Nelzon says:
*sometimes i will think that girls are much smarter than guys in regards to sex becoz of ur fast twitch thinking systems haha, but i shall explore the truth myself :)

-ching chong-

"SCREW YOU!"

"NO, dont screw me, SCREW YOU!!"

heh.. SO.. today i wannna tlk about.. people we hate.. can we really hate someone who is like part of our group, part of ur besties, part of you life? can you just simply exclude, ignore, talk shit about their back all of a sudden cause they had or have continuously repeated actions that pisses you/ and the group off?

well i am a very good example.. you cant expect yourself to totally have a grudge on ur close mates and on the same time evil them, give them shit and the hardest out of all, telling them u hate them. for those who care, u can stop reading :) for those who cant, you will prob take a shitloads of time to achieve that level. i know i cant.. i cudnt say anything mean/ offensive to my close mates (includes both boy and girlll)

i have a lil friend.. who tells me she and her whole group hates this partcular chick in their group, how her action results in eff loads of conflicts: her copying, bitching, being fake, not trustable, liar. blahblhablhalbhalbha but then, im wondering... howcome my lil friend dont confront her and just say shit in her face and tell her wat shes doing is FCKING RONG? i mean on one side ur rawr rawr rawring behind her back, but once u see her, ur soo close that u guys will take fotos together.. does that mean u half hate her and part bestie with her? weird..

however, have u actually thought about it from her persepective? thee reasons why shes doing it cud be due to the fact that she wud wanna be/ feel part of the group and the group shes with does all these weird stuff that she simply cant do or wont do? but instead of telling the group and sound like a pusssssEEEE,she will lie and fit in the group. i do that often sometimes :)

so i guess im currently being hated by my group too. i always try to copy them, or even compete with them in becoming the 'centre of attention' obviously i realised its wrong to do and very pointless becoz you really dont get anything out of this but jealousy and envy. only way to solve these siolent hatred is to talk it out face to face... i rmr having heaps of them with my group, where feelings are just shared and it usually results in a perfect solution.. i mean.. WHY NOt!?

fcks me meow... just some random shit that came in my head while having a convo with my friend. lalallala nothing speshal....

-meeting heaps of friends lately ^^-

song of the day: SID - Rain