-think, think, THINK-

okay, must avoid dramas! i must think right, this is like my only chance... what im about to do this will either make everything go right, or once again put an end to another chapter of my life. please.. i wanna know what to do.. someone help me... i dont wanna think about it. i know i cant do this on myself either! i dont wanna make the wrong decision and fck everything up. i cant sleep!!! i dont no how to start from either. how should i approach this whole situation.. how should i begin so i will have this all plan our in the future.. why does this kinda shit always come back at me but in a poorer form each time TT..