-gaybo-

its better not to say to much, sometimes it backfires right atchu

writing as im going so dont bother correcting me, ull go for ages. at tops, you look like someone i know. good looking ^^ i do actualyl cherish those moments but then again ive told you i rather not meeting you from the start. atleast it will give u less trouble. i intend to make a good friend, but end up falling in a dark room with no way out. by critiquing my actions, i can prove to myself that i am a fool. one fool that will give up alot for someone like you. a naive kid. wat do u have that others dont? i dont no.. its all past. i dont care way happens in the future, im down for w/e. rmr sitting next to you at the busstop, asking you wtf is going on. i really rmr that day. it is very windy. u stayed silent. until now ur still silent. i will expect ionno, idm and idc. i wud wan to make a change, but ur not giving me the chance to. this feeling of wanting to get hurt even more makes me high.. heh.. i wonder how much time will i sustain this. i dont no my feelings for u, its on and off. i dont want a true feeling anymore. i rather it stay like this as it will not affect neither of us. im being annoying i understand. it shall fade. i want it to fade as fast as the passing of this 18 years. i want to develop my own way of communication with the forest. listen to insects, listen to the trees, listen to this powerful environment; by myself. i wud want to dig a hole in between this two palm trees and bury myself in it to give me time to think about my future. kid, u make me happy, you make me feel guilty, u make me feel dumb, u had made me feel differently everyday. right now i feel pale. actually i wud also want to make u feel happy, but i know ive already achieved that ages ago. but i wud also wan to piss u off by saying 'give me my kfc now' >=) and ull go fck yu.. hah.. i like it wen u smile. i like it wen u get angry at me.. cosh u never do.. right now ill say to you: fuck you too!

song of the day: Yoona - Innisfree Day

-friendship-

these bunch of kients.. hahaha luv them aye xD one of my fav song back in school days! might aswell lemmi do it withchu guys next time, im bored shitless aswell.

Anihuz, i dont wanna startt my assessment.... its due friday.. FCK uni.... exams are coming soon aswellll.... *BRAIN DEAD*

What to not do when you get dc out of msn:

1. do not rage

2. do not break anything near you

3. do not swear

4. do not tell me how piss you are because im as pissed cause i cudnt fcking talk you

5. do not try fixing it becoz it normally wont work

What to do when you get dc out of msn:

1. remain calmed

2. you can txt/call me instead

3. go listen to SNSD on your ipod

4. have an apple

5. think about sleeping earlier since ur nets fcked

6. go to the kitchen and make some bubble tea

7. just leave your comp, it shall eventually go fine after a while~

 Shall start learning SID's Rain cosh i have so much time i spend doing jackall.

Song of the Day: Shinee - Lucifer, she loves this song ~

-random shit-

a cunt night with my boiz at ants house. fcuking bored cuntssssss.....



^^ happy for one day!

-when facing death-

Black Butler II takes on a gothic, supernatural vibe. But rather than carry it out with vampires or the like, this anime uses butlers and creepy boys.

Alois, one of the focal characters in this episode of the anime, acts like a brat, and a viewer might wish she could call him just that. He does small attempts to infuriate Claude like unbuttoning a shirt so that Claude must do it again, but he also commits acts of greater cruelty. He purposely tricks a maid into looking straight at him, just so he can punish her by jabbing out her eye with his own finger.

When the guests arrive, Alois uses emotive tricks to make them feel sorry for him. These same affectations are attempted on the viewer, but not only are most emotional scenes entirely overwrought (Alois screaming "Nooooo!" in a flashback), the viewer can't help but remember Alois's disgustingly cruel act. If viewers are supposed to feel sorry for him, it's not working.

Claude has an exceptional lack of personality. Stoicism seems to be the only trait the anime creators gave the new butler, and while this might be meant to make him mysterious and appealing to the fan girls, it really just makes Claude boring.

The rest of the Black Butler II cast is also dull, or just annoying. The priest and Alois's "uncle" make no impression on the viewer, and the viscount is sickeningly flamboyant. They serve to purpose in the anime's plot aside from getting Claude to show off his magical butler powers, which certainly could have been done without them.

Black Butler II doesn't become exciting until the second half, when original anime's butler, Sebastian, makes an appearance. There is something he wants from the Trancy basement, and a fight ensues between him and Claude when his identity is discovered. This was surprising, as the opening sequence makes it appear as though Claude and Alois take center stage in this anime. Time will tell how Sebastian and Ciel play into Black Butler II.

(obtain from suite101.com)
 

A souless body does not redeem itself..

I wonder what is it like to die? Looking in darkness with fear shall get me no where; yet sorrow settles in as death slowly arrives. Does heaven and hell exist? Will I be dragged down to hell regards the misfortunes I've practiced throught life.

Song: Black Butler- Kalafina

-redeem myself-

just wished the vid can be edited.. movie maker failed to run on vista
fun night with my boiz~
thanks kevin for shouting me dinner the first time
come back soon mum,  get me some clothes from hk
hello anthony, see u tonight at the party ;)
when will x Japan release their rest of the remainding live?
will johnny wang be able to get enuff ppl to go have a dance jam tmr?
how many sleeps will i have tonight?
skiped uni again on a friday for the 3rd week in a row, shall better get back to it and start my essay..
we have to learn to luv ur haters becoz that'll piss them off more :P
after seeing u ppl today, i wanna have gf :L
sometimes i didnt realise holding ur piss in was soo painful :(
oi jing, its okay, girls are just girls, they come and go.
"if you want me to treat you nice, atleast show me if ur worth it or not"
lucifer by shinee, good song :) -learning dance cover- =]
its raining last night and i had a dream, it was about hailing :O
sorry hayden for nearly killing u last night while waving at u in the car >__< damn it was close, that car just stopped right infront of u leaving like a 30cm gap between u and the other car..
cant wait for sid/sadie's new single! September <3