-voice within me-

ever actually spoken to urself inside urself? i do all the time, more often as i grow up, as i slowly distance away from family, old school mates and just the public. that 'person' within you knows you the most. (mines a he) he will always be there for you even if no one is there for you anymore.he is the best person to talk to when making decisions. he doesnt lie, he will analysis everything with you. as long as you are thinking, he will be there helping. 


he will also sometimes try to tell you what to do instead. things that he reckon you shouldnt do. he will do everything to try get the message to you explaining why you shouldnt do somthing. i rmred once he told me to stop trying somthing ive been doing for a while simply coz he knew that i wudnt achieve what i wanted. i didnt listen to him and failed miserably. 


think i have some mental issues after writing all that haha.. but yeah. the voice within me helped me alot. and it shall help you too =]


Song of the Day: G.E.M - The Voice Within

-chronicle shift-

wooo, its kinda been a long time since I've blogged last time, and since unis about to start i shall start blogging a bit more as shit will start hitting the fans again haha.

 Naughty Coco pee-ed on the carpet!!

 As a punishment, she is back caged in her little area! hmmpt!

Ask once, fine.

Ask twice, fine. =/

Ask third and last, alright FCK OFF!

IDC

 First time back to KP after atleast 11 years~

 A pretty cool day out.

 How perfect was my timing, city cat right in line with the bridge :D

 As the sun sets...

Beautiful :)

Red suits you the best ;)

-2011 another new start-

something random to start off with before i think of what to write :D

okay thres this malaysian singer on tv atm

and her name is jeannie or some shit

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

AND i just finished supper
 and since im soo bored imma gonna blog ==
 my skype just dced
 i looked under the tv and thers a remote there
 i used my brother's used tissue to clean up my soup stain, environmental friendly =]
 just heard justin lo had a new song called saranghae
 my brothers annoying me atm 

just told this retard to stfu while i blog =]
 my brother just hit me
 my iphone went into sleeping mode
 my brother called me a faggot
 i reached out for a coke lolly and tasted it, sweet/sour and bitter

so anyways.. so far since start of 2010 till now, ive went to these places:
japan
frankfurt
hamburg
hannover
venice
paris
switzerland
venice
milan
italy
(some other random places in europe)
macau
wu han
hong kong
taiwan
sydney

damn.. thats like half the world .__. i think?

She says:
 fuck you 
Nel Nel says:
 that retarded swore at me but since im still uber nice and one of my resolution for 2011 is to be nicer to retards, i wont rage back =]

talking about resolutions.. i dont even know wtf i wanna solve this year aye? just get me in a good uni and have a stable course and ill be fineand hopefully ill get German and Japanese well on track also so i can use German to help dad in the future, and Japanese to pick up the chicks AND watch anime without reading subbies =] im still deciding whether or not should i take psycology as a minor.. *sigh* just thinking about the assignments that i have to write in the future makes me sick already... 

1 more week left till i know if UQ is going to accept me, if not, stuipd Griffith University, im coming to invade your uni ground >= )
 2 more weeks till im gonna be back in Aus, better make the most of it while im still oversea. have a feeling that i will go straight to clubbing on the same night i arrive   hopefully kathleen wud wanna come along.
 2 and a half weeks till i think im gonna go down to sydney again to visit god mother, man i feel soo bad aye, didnt even say happy new year to her before.. hope she wudnt be mad at me or anything...
 3 weeks later my 2011 will officially start back in brisbane and i guess after that.. ill have more time to blog coz ill be at home doing shit all as what i did for the past years.

oh yeah, SNSD had a new song. called beautiful girl:

but its soo weird.. the person who sings it is actually Yoo Young Jin, but instead they say the song is BY snsd featuring him .... i mean snsd doesnt even sing that song == so yeah.. kinda wtf while im listening to it, but its good to hear i suppose.
 lalala anyways, enuff blogging.

song of the day: Utada Hikaru - Goodbye Happiness and Girugamesh - Destiny

 ps: part of this blog inspired by KT =P

-finally someones here with the same timezone-

"sleeping early makes a good start" have some panadol u retard!!

a place thats always summer.. weird shit u got there :P

have fun, k bye!

-red yellow green-

so i havent been blogging for like a week now...  and wow.. can u believe it? im out of australia for almost a month now. but it only feels like yesterday wen i had my stupid go away parties with friends.
 oh hey, look watching tvh atm, and some charity show is on atm. this sand art performance is on. its kinda interesting, should say unpredictable instead. For those who doesnt know what is sand art its something like this basically its just using sand.. to.... do ... art.. =D that explained alot aye i know, no need to thank me hehe 

 anyways. days at hong kong is kinda half fun half boring. fun for the outings ive had and shit coz im staying home and an example of my bordom is exactly what im doing right now.. BLOGGING. you know whats more weird is that im blogging on msn.. for this ... future super hero known as the 'spiderwoman' who assumed got bitten by a spider today and it looked weird.

anyways lets go back to what i wanna talk about today.. is that DUDE, ive been to clubbing twice in hong kong so far, just like Australia, ive been to a alright one (kk) and then i went to a fairly bad one (i wont mention it  ) but yeh... anyways, ill tell u how bad it is man... first thing i walked into this shitty club yesterday was that everyone was soo fcking young rage from 16-19 year olds..WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! yes i heard its held by high skool people but comeon,, i didnt expect to see ppl underage to be there == thats just dirty... wat makes it worse is that i cud describe the club with 3 things: HOOKING UP, WHITE FEVER and SHIT DJ.

okay hooking up: i think at this generation later then us is all about getting the bitches and just ... sex   they where srsly grinding HARD and just sexing on the dance floor. what makes it worse is that the dance floor is already small and u with no dobt ull get some butt contact   but also white sweaty arms that drags along back >< lol one of my friend also got burnt by a lit cigerette held by a whore while getting grinded on.. == just fck get a room, clubbing isnt like that u fcuking kids ==''

 white fever: okay i gota admit, there were some alright looking girls in the club, i like some and i got some -cha ching to me  - but apart from that... the other good looking ones are like... all over these seedy lanky white dudes.. like Oh EM geE!! no not the song but OMG becoz it was just horrible to even look at... they are everywhere. all the place we go to in the club, no EVERY CORNER
 in the club we will see white fevers... dudE TT

SHIT DJ: dude that dj to start of is a fcking young lil afro white dude that cant even dj! man your fucking white, ur ment to be good at DJING ==' the musik was soo shit.. it wasl ike slow TECHNO   WHAT THE FUCK?! the whole night we just tottally gave that dj shit and I, I PERSONALLY ASKED FOR LIKE A G6 to be played but NO! even tho that kient answered me he will put it on but it never came on! SOO DISAPPOINTED.. we left at 1.30 to get maccas. hah, that ws like the highlight of the day. shit thing is that we didnt have nothing else to do after we ate and regret ripping up the tag to get bak into the club TT we we've just drank for a bit more ><

overall... it was a shit experience.. my friend gave me shit for bringing them to a shit club == gosh i wont fcking trust my hk friend anymore.. shes a let down FUCK!

 tmr better be better as i will going to a all girls night (free entry for girls) club and it shall make things better ~~

-ps. ideas of these blog inspired by K.T.~
    

song of the day: gazette - pledge