-APRIL FOOLS-

Nelson says:
*UMm
*venus
Nelson says:
*VENUS!
Venus says:
*watt
Nelson says:
*i asked a chick out just then
*50 minutes ago!
Venus says:
*yehh anndd ???
Nelson says:
*guess wat she say!!!
Venus says:
*no
*cos your gay
*HAHAHAH!!!
Nelson says:
*=='
*well
*she goes to same uni as me
*cuz introduced us ..
*yeh.. i know
*very very old skool :L
*shes canto ._.
Venus says:
*wat'd she sayyyy
Nelson says:
*wud u fink im pro (H) if i told u i met her for only 3weeks? and already got her
*:L
Venus says:
*:-O
*REALLYYY
*><
*pro muchh
Nelson says:
*and and..
Venus says:
*this calls for a celebrationn
Nelson says:
*she ssaid she liked me first
Venus says:
*!!
Nelson says:
*!!!
*it was like..
Venus says:
*ngawwwwww
Nelson says:
*all weird =='
*cosh cosh..
*from the start
*she just goes : i hate you x 100000000 times
*then then im like
*fine w/e
*blocks her for like ...
*1 hr?
*then got back on.
*she started saying sorry
*cosh uknow.. im soo good at making ppl feel bad :P
*buahhahaa :D
*but anywyas..
*shes like shes sorry
*im like oh dw ladi da...
*she then goes outa no where
*i love you
*im just like :$
Venus says:
*wow!
*already!
*hahaha
*ngaww
*aint that sweet ^^
Nelson says:
*xP
*i made her 100 umm...
*wats that called
*u make it out of paper.
*its like a bird?
*crow?
*or somesht u call it
Venus says:
*cranes
*==
Nelson says:
*and shuved it all in a jar
*XD
*YEH W/e!
*and put left it in her bag Hehe
*cosh her bags full of books
*she didnt realise
*till she got home
Venus says:
*ngawww
*thats so cutee
*so wen do i get to meet her ??
*xD
Nelson says:
*wan a pic of her?
*ill try find the prettiest one on facebook :L
Venus says:
*hahahaha okay!
*wats her namee ?
Nelson says:
*keep it secret for now :P
*so u it wont be awkward later
*wen u meet her
Venus says:
*==
*lamee
*but okay!
*xD
*hahaha
Nelson says:
*one
*on the righttttt
*oversea student
*doing foundation in qut
Venus says:
*which onee??
Nelson says:
*RIGHT
*RIGHR
*GIERHG
Venus says:
*they're both pretty
Nelson says:
*RIGHT
ONE!
Venus says:
*ngawwwww
*
* You stopped sharing photos
*
Venus says:
*soo prettyy !!
*:D
Nelson says:
*oh w/e :P
*ur just saying x3
*dont be LAME
Venus says:
*im seriouss!!!
Nelson says:
*oh yeh.. i have good taste (A) ;)
*i have GOOOD TASTE
**WINK*
Venus says:
*==
*i feel sorry for her
Nelson says:
*ya'GET IT :P
*LOL!
*oh well..
*anyways....
*sooo back to the question :L
*point*
*so i asked her out yeh.
*guess wat she said ^^
Venus says:
*yes ?
*you jst told me ??
Nelson says:
*no i didnt :S
*did i?
*or am i just predictable?
Venus says:
**wud u fink im pro (H) if i told u i met her for only 3weeks? and already got her
Nelson says:
*IF
*i did say IF :P
*acutally..
*HMm...
*that does kidna give it out ai :L
Venus says:
*==
Nelson says:
*but NO!
Venus says:
*IDIOT
Nelson says:
*she actually said
*     APRIL FOOLS, I GOTCHA GOOD =]   
*HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
Nelson says:
*okay lame >_>
Venus says:
*your can go die now
Nelson says:
*LOL!!!!
*ahh i cnat help it but rofling atm
Venus says:
*so wat that for real or wat
Nelson says:
*oh please dont ignore me again! :L
Venus says:
*GO DIE !!!!
Nelson says:
*yeh i made that up
* :L
*but i DO no her
*but we're only friensd
*:L :L
Venus says:
*==
*jst go
*DIE
Nelson says:
*NGAWW VENUS VENUS
*^^
*^_^
Venus says:
*but hey that was so beliveable
*hahaha
*good one!!
Nelson says:
*:)
*xP
Venus says:
*april fools today
*xD
Nelson says:
*ha ha ha!!!!
*that wasnt THAT lame was it :P
Venus says:
*you reminded me
*nope
*hah

-full of shit-

im a tv,
i like to get watched,
i can change depending on wat you like,
if i break, u have to throw me away..

im a chair,

u can sit on me (only if ur not fat xD),

u can move me around to suit ur comfort,

if i lose a leg, i will be disregarded..

im a phone,
u can use me wenever u wanna tlk to others,
u will treasure my 10 digit name,
if my screen crack, u wont use me anymore..

im a computer,

u can control me if u give me appropriate program,

u will need me aswell as others,

if i have virus, i will not respond u to..

im a speaker,
u wont look at me but just listen to me,
u know, im jealous of the mic cosh u guys talk.
if i burst, u wont even listen to me again..

im a fridge,

u know that im cold hearted,

u will not let stuff rott in me and always keep me refreshed.

if i stuff up, everything i have with u will be gone..

-after school-

and finally its out!! its not really a melody song.. jsut a very very:

upbeat high relaxing cosmetic fantastic amazing

sexy pumped fast new heat strong complicated

orgasmic hiphoppy attractive technical catchy adorable

SONG!

AH HA, AH HA AH HA <3 <3 <3

-what can i do?-

 so it all turns out to be a joke. saying that i raged/ worried/ think too much for no particular reason.. im really lost again. MAN ==.. she is one pain in the butt!

and damn im sure not in the mood for blogging today... fk this.. still got 2 essay to write. chow~

-i lost-

well jesus took 3 days to revive..

i took 3 days to give up everything..

chances are less then 0

no one will spare me mersy

all i have left is the illusions while i rest,

if im lucky enuff, ill see them, if not, NILL.

i fink the candle had just finish burning,

visibility is no longer available in my sight.

i do not see a clear view of my future anymore.

does anyone really know the feeling of this?

patients.. is what they all say,

but nightmares are striking continuously.

is everything i done worthless?

what did i get out from all this..

just a few words saying 'you understand me'

or 'bffl' ... am i not trying hard enuff?

will it all end up back like last year, 

all i do is sit and wait.. and wait..

i never had believed in mircles..

not until i met you. well thats what i thought,

im just fooling myself the whole time.

thinking ahead of myself, making stupid decsions.

ask if i regret, i wudnt be able to answer it..

let me be..

this reunited feeling im getting from you,

will soon be official and i know it will get worse.

far more deep then the one before.

will i be able to counter it like the past?

or will i sink to the bottom of the ocean,

hoping the moment will once again arrive.

tbh, there isnt much happy endings in life.

not that i know of anyway,

it has always ended up like this.

i recieved: hatred, betrayal, untrustworthy and tears.

maybe a emotional-free smile.

i lost.. again..

song of the day: Gazette - Before I DECAY