-mummy's ruined bday-

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to mummy,

Happy birthday to you.

these are the lines ive missed out today. it should be happy night, but it all got ruined by me and my emo'ztions. -thinking about uni- -thinking about shit-

-about you n I-

*i just ate apple
*im turning 18 soon
*mums bday's tmr
*i like the song ‘if' by kana nishino
*i dont have a nick name, apart from nel nel
*i make my own breakfast and supper， salami sandwich
*i pick the best looking girls to check out
*i have 1 sistah
*and my brother is fat
*i make impossible to maybe
*i had once a girl mad me stars but ending up breaking her heart on valentines day
*i used to love nokia phones
*i still have gatsby to sell
*i like watching video tapes than dvdd becoz they are more easy to handle
*my car's a jazz, its black
*im honky
*mums from hk, dads from china
*mums christian
*dads buddaism
*i dont really believe in anything
*i choose to watch kamen rider even tho its a kids thing
*poke a mon was my fav show on cheeze tv
*i really dont like making friends with black people
*im a emo
*i think i cant blow a big balloon even with 3 big puff
*ive never smoked
*i can make a doggy face with my hands
*even tho im eating apple
*im also drinking apple juice tea
*im aiming for 170 before i stop growing
*if i say smile, she will always do.
*i have 6 speakers connected to my computer
*im gonna copy and paste all these on my blog
*my formal happend last year, i was the highlight with phillip kang cosh we danced on the stage and got everyone pumping
*i dont no much aus/ american celebrities
*my auntie just gave up on the bicycle machine thingo after 10 minutes even wen she set her goal for 15minutes
*i always wonder how can birds fly but they cant fly backwards
*i had once mixed up my uncle as my dad and sat on his lap wen i was 5

and her..

*i got majorly pissed of in the morning
*but i get happy when im around my friends
*when teahcers think theyre topshit, it pisses me off
*i wagged and felt really bad but still.
*got home and ate cookies ._.
*i just finished maths hwk
*and obviously havent been bothered to shower
*i love the colour pink
*i like to steal peoples pens cause i write better like that *<>
*i like.. love baskteball too ._.
*my phone is like.. air.
*to me >_>

*i like to live in the past, so ive been told :]
*i think i look more mature with my hair tied up ._.

*oh. i hate violence :]
*and smokers.
*cause they remind me of my uncle :]
*and i grew up with my other uncles lame magic
*my familys fcked up
*oh. i get majorly pissed off at the smallest things
*but then i get over them pretty quickly, in my opinion :]

*i eat while doing hwk. it helps alot
*and music :D
*i hate violin. obviously.
*i will literally suicide if i dont pass my next amus exam
*i know some backstabbers..
*cept they act all nice to my faceee
*and it pisses me off.
*but i gota live with it

-bit of a recap of wats going on-

ual ydna wonk i | i know andy lau

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riafnu oos si efil | life is soo unfair

noitulos a rof gnikool llits | still looking for a solution

mm i forgot to give anthony his usb back again. ahh im soo forgetful. (chicks will go, SILLY ME) Anthony, FCK YOU! yeh :) if u ever red this blog, im srsly not gay, and NO im not blogging about you so u dont have to read on :) its just a reminder for me to get ur belongings back to you.

so now, my house's got 6 homestay. Samantha, Standley, Sandy, Kelvin, Rachel, Minnie and lastly a kid that i dont like whos just arrrived at my house. and again i wont blog about all the other homestays .. yet.. BUT wat ill do now is just tell u about this kid.

this kid. i call him 'fag' his kinda bold. i srsly dislike kids like that, and his greeting to me was dribbling all over my sexy jeans that i brought in china.. i got told to not hit him. X_X man, day and day is passing by slowly, i gota stand his shit man. my mando isnt good enuff so i cant really yell at him. every morgen, he screams and shit wakes everyone in the house up and says he doesnt wanna go to skool cosh he misses his dad. WTF grow up ==' i know i cud be mean, i cud be doing the same wen i was young but he doesnt deserve any pity i rkn. cosh hes an annoying kid. he turns my light off wen im playing piano.. and dont even get me started gah... he commands my mum, swears at my auntie..YES he said 'cao ni ma' to her.. i srsly wud slap him accrosss the face and make him eat onion till hes lips burns its skin away! ahh ==' 

yes i know, mum has her reasons to get this kid over in our house obviously.. cosh im sure if its someone else, my mum wud much rather kill them asap before they even gets the chance to be rude. 

ahhh fck.. i woke up at 3.38 last night. soo tired..

mum's bday tmr! AND DoNT FCKING FORGET THE CAKE, I SPENT ALL MY WALLET MONEY FOR IT T_T

dad's coming back tmr for mums bday. tmr will be a happy family day i guess. excluding uni TT..

song of the Day: kana nishino - Dear.. 

-run run run-

run run run run run~

whens SNSD gonna have their comeback. i kinda like miss them lah.

2 hrs before i gota uni. and im still in my pj's. might aswell just go to uni like this, damn ill look sexy..

so i was like surfing youtube today right, and i watched:

failblog

some korean surfing

 bit of some random news i get everyday in my youtube subs. its basically about this 4 year old kid who killed himself in a washing machine while playing hide and seek. RETARDED AYE.

some princess stuff <3 my favourite is obviously lil red riding hood.. xD

 

安室奈美恵 - Get Myself Back

 

well even though the pix are exceeding the border. imma just leave it cosh i cbf editing....... gosh this is gonna make my blog look extra ugly now .. but W/E im bored and that overrules everything.

kk time to shower...

-unbeweevable-

questions i may ask myself for the next few days:

-how the fck am i going to survive this next semester?

-will mum's bday go great? even though i spend all my wallet money to get her a simple cake.. i feel like im not doing enuff for her.

-is she sleeping yet?

-can daddy give mummy a good suprice from hong kong?

-german.. will i be able to tackle u down?

-can i learn this song playing on my blog in the next 2 days?

-is picking myself back up as easy as getting insomnia?

-does justin beiber really know how ugly he is? yet his songs are catchy (i gota be honest with u :P) and dont u realise shitty songs are annoying but it just gets stuck in ur head?

-will stanley be able to drive the afraromeo? (hah lolz doesnt that sound like roflmao)

-will richie's grannie be alright?

-shall i got to country road for the second time to check out those country road bags? ill prob look coool like everyone else.. shame.. CR is like.. so 2 years ago..

-am i gay?

-what will i have for breakfast?

-will i understand a single word coming out from my indian lecturer tmr?

-can i make babies smile just like the past?

-FUCK　ＡＭI?!

*sigh* so many things to think. yet no one can be here everynight helping me. i wudnt mind mummy being here X_X