Monday, December 13, 2010
-finally someones here with the same timezone-
Saturday, December 11, 2010
-red yellow green-
oh hey, look watching tvh atm, and some charity show is on atm. this sand art performance is on. its kinda interesting, should say unpredictable instead. For those who doesnt know what is sand art its something like this basically its just using sand.. to.... do ... art.. =D that explained alot aye i know, no need to thank me hehe
white fever: okay i gota admit, there were some alright looking girls in the club, i like some and i got some -cha ching to me - but apart from that... the other good looking ones are like... all over these seedy lanky white dudes.. like Oh EM geE!! no not the song but OMG becoz it was just horrible to even look at... they are everywhere. all the place we go to in the club, no EVERY CORNER
in the club we will see white fevers... dudE TT
tmr better be better as i will going to a all girls night (free entry for girls) club and it shall make things better ~~
-ps. ideas of these blog inspired by K.T.~
Thursday, December 2, 2010
-defrost these feelings-
its quite clear that im not a very nice person aye. i dont even know why im doing such things for a friend. i really treasured the time we spent together, it was very fun, i enjoyed every moment. i cant stop thinking about wat ive done. im not sure if its correct but im absolutely sure i did something wrong. friendship is somthing that u cant give it a try to see if ur capable of having. its not like cigerettes where u can try once then quit it for the rest of ur life. friendship is somthing that when its broken once, its gone; even if there will be a chance of friends to regain the trust, but a scar is already left there. the promise does not exist anymore, atleast not as strong.
ive been betrayed and i have also betrayed someone. either way it doesnt feel good at all. being hurt feels like u cant do anything about what has happen and hurting someone feels like your just one hell of a dick.
i have to say to you however: the nights we had cud be a play, but i do treasure the happy times we had together. you may now think that im a total jerk, but to me, your always that little girl that made me happy thruout my night times wen i cudnt sleep while thinking about my past. thank you very much. you gave me a very good time. i will never forget you nor our past. yes im not a sweet person, but atleast im trying my best to express my true feelings and i promise you, these stuff I just said is all from me. not from anyone else. sorry is all i can say now. i owe you too much i cud not explain.. sorry girl..
song of day: And - Anemone